I walk up to my room window looking outside, I saw him, staring at me with those eyes that never left my mind.

I opened the window" what do you want from me again?" I yelled  not bothered that i've  woken up my neighbours.

He just stood there just staring at me, his breathing was becoming heavy and I saw anger lash through he's eyes " I want you" he said, catching me off guard.

Open Mind

I walked inside the house and went to my room, I really didn't need the answer for my question that I have been asking myself since yesterday, I walked to my room and sat on my bed thinking of what happened this night and what will happen next, I felt so bad and scared when I saw James face when he saw Luca kiss me, Luca just went on it as if I was his girlfriend, I blame myself for that cause I allowed him kiss me the first time and now he's gonna think I really like him, it felt like someone slapped me and I came back to reality, I don't like him that way but just as a friend nothing more, when James kissed me I felt it, the butterfly in my stomach and shit, it felt right but I don't know how he feels about me, does he see me as a friend or more than that?, I shook my head and went to take a shower. 


I dressed in my shorts and in a tank top, I need to tell James what it's happening before he gets the wrong idea and I won't be able to tell him how I feel by then. 


Chapter thirty five