Journey #memories

Sometimes my mum makes me wonder what really goes on in her mind like she rarely tells me anything but I know by the looks she gives me, that either something is going on or its going to happen . Today we leave for Canada and she has not spoken a single word ever since we left the house but rather given me the eye as though she expects me to run away somewhere. I also don't bother to say anything since I have few or no words to say to her considering this decision was made without me.

I look at her with a blank face and she does the same more like we have a staring contest where by no one wants to back down unless distracted.

Me being who I am I never want to loose to anyone and most importantly not my mom.

We stare at each other until we are interrupted by the speaker calling for our flight which I dread.

Don't get me wrong I was happy to go meet my old friends but I will miss the ones I have made here considering they have been with me throughout my teenage years and so many more .

When I stepped foot on to the plane my first thought was how I was going to react when I saw my child hood crush Brandon . Many questions and different answers went through my head ohhh right the questions where being asked by me and so were the answers because I had to make myself into some kind of guy and interpret for myself the situation.

Canada is a big country with its points and its advantages but what I hate the most about it was the winter mostly in Alberta where I come from. it always gets so freaking cold that even going to school is another hustle and don't even get me started on the shoveling of snow when its like -30 degrees outside. I personally prefer spring because then I have less to worry about unlike other seasons where i have soo much to worry about that I don't think I can recognize myself at that time.

In the summer it gets too hot that some times you own clothes feel like they are attached to your skin yet you want them off.it always ends up making you either end up with a sun burn whereas in winter its a frost bite. Right now its probably coming to spring since school has ended and that's my favorite time because its neither too hot or cold but just the normal temperature unlike some days.

It takes around four hours and a half from Boston to Alberta which I think is quite a short period of time. my mom is already fast asleep as she hates these journeys so she prefers to just relax and rest. I on the other hand don't feel relaxed but anxious because I don't know what my friends will think of me since its been a long time since we last spoke to each other hopefully we shall recognize ourselves because my mom says if she saw me on the street she would not recognize me as well.

Time went by pretty first when I was lost in my thoughts that I did not notice the plane had already landed and we were at Edmonton international Airport. It felt good to be home but at the time brought back the old feelings I had tried so had to keep at the back of my mind. Things I did not want to feel but they say either face it or face it no running away. as we were picking up our luggage I saw someone who I could not believe was standing just a few feet away from but yet soo far and out of reach. He had a round face thin clean shaven attractive handsome pretty beautiful prominent nose, small thin lips, straight teeth, pointy chin and amazing brown eyes that were drawing me in to them.