Can I Ask the Truth?

I don't know, sometimes I feel those dreams aren't just dreams... I mean sometimes it happens on the places where I feel comfortable to sleep and then the next thing I know I'm crying when I woke and can't remember anything about dreaming or what happen to me. Sometimes they say maybe I just have a bad dream since the accident happen to me or I might have bad indigestion that cause me to have upset stomach and all but it doesn't make any sense... I want to know what's on does dreams that make me cry... It feels like I'm living in a lie and I can't even figure it out...

I said sitting in front of Dr. Steven my psychiatrist ever since I wake up from my accident.

"We can do some procedure to help you out to figure out what you want to figure out. But Diana I need you to be sure about that choice, I can't assure you that if we decided to face whatever on that dream can't put you back on bed from shock again or worse you might face it differently... So how about you think about it...?" Dr. Stevens explained

"But how about the pain and buzzing in my head...?" I asked "Doesn't have anything to do with those dreams or something?" I added

"Diana a person's mind composes of thoughts and emotions more than being in control of the body... We can't assure that has anything to do with your dreams and thoughts about it but it might cause by the stress you having by thinking about those dreams but base on your own stories you're not in the state of mind when that happens so I might suggest you to talk to a neurologist. But I expect that would be Dr. Ramirez? Your sister-in-law? “He suggested

"Yeah... but I don't want anyone to know about this. Especially her..." I said biting my nails while looking outside

"I wanted to say to take your time but knowing you contacted me for this kind of consults only means that you couldn't handle it anymore?" He said checking on me "Look Diana, we talking about your head and brain this is not just parts of the body that can be easily replaced or repair" He added

"I know... but I'll take my time." I look at him and smiled "Anyway thanks for having time for me; I know it's already passed time on your time of work... I'll see you on our next session?" I said as I stand to shake his hand

"Just call me when you need me Diana." He stands up and shakes my hand as he walk me out to his door

It's been days when we get back from our old house and vacation but everyone begin to get busy with incoming winter high games and since we all part of our own teams that we lead on the time we spent together as whole got lessen that gives me the advantage to be alone in some times that I needed

*Phone Ring*

"Hey everyone is looking for you where you are babe?" Kylie called me

"Oh wait what? I'm on my way home now... I just met Dr. Stevens why you all looking for me?" I asked but right then Kylie dropped the call so I stepped on my gas and rushed on my way home

I don't have the time to try to contact anyone so i rushed going home and when I opened my house it's all dark. When I'm about to open the light suddenly someone called out "Don't open the lights Diana!" I got so shock to react and stand still.

Suddenly a bit of light pops out from the side of the living room and it's them; the whole squad is sitting on my living room with no light and silent

"What the hell are you guys doing on the dark AT MY HOUSE?!" I said joining them at the living room sitting on the floor

"You hear that?" Sophie pointed her thumb to her house that's right beside my house "It's pep rally earlier and as the queen bee I decided to throw a party..." she said

"But then... you're not there and "The Heirs" are trying to invade that we should be leading... but we feel that without you it's no fun doing at all so we all run away and hide here and wait you to arrive so we can you know... take our places at right?" Madison explained

"Oh and sorry about the drop call, ori kinda freak me out on the dark almost shout and all you know..." Kylie smiled at me giving me a peace hand gesture

"Awe... you guys... really disappoint me, they don't call us "Royals" for nothing! Now you all better lift your asses now cause WE. ARE. GONNA. TAKE. BACK. OUR. PARTY!" I claimed as I stand up and reached Sophie to walk with me.

They all get cheered up and follow me on Sophie's house. As we walk in few student from the outside already stunned as we see us complete walking like real royalties into the party when we open the door one up the student suddenly shouted "The Royals Are Backkkkk!!!" and everyone shouted and started saying their 'Hi' and all to us. Not long enough when Victor and Stefani walk in to us along with the other Heirs

"Well Well Well... look who's back from the grave once again" Victor said on me

"Well are you sure you talking to me or you talking about Stefani who looks like just got out from grave?" I smirk looking at Stefani to her feet up to her head; she is wearing black leather dress with a denim jacket and red shoes while Victor wears his university jacket with black shirt inside and ripped jeans. "Why are you here anyway...? Does the heir can't handle a party on their own?" I added and everyone laughed as I cross my arms in front and raise my eyebrow

"You-!!" Stefani takes a step to hit me but Sophie and the other girls step forward along with me

"Really you gonna dare to do that here?" I said smiling looking at everybody

"Let's go out of here... party is a bummer anyway" Victor finally said grabbing Stefani's arm and leave

Everyone cheered where they leave and martin shouted "What you all waiting for? Let's get this party STAAARRRTTEEDDD!!!"

They followed Martin's command and everyone started dancing and drinking all over again. And all of us decided to dance along with them until some of us get tired and decide to grab a drink "Well this can be late but earlier with the heirs? That was lit. Diana!" Jackson said as we all reach the kitchen for the drinks

"Yeah... How’s the rush doing for you babe hahaha" Sophie laughed at me as she see me holding my chest feeling my heart

"Ooohh it feels nice, this how you guys always feel every time you do it? Watch out i might enjoy it and repeat it all over again with someone else though." I said as I take my drink

They all laughed at me and talk about how shitty the heirs’ faces as they leave after I smashed some talk to Victor and Stefani. We all reminded that they used to be part of our friendship but ever since they messed me up by doing something behind my back and victor trying to get into my pants but because I denied it to him they both decided to just cheat behind my back. I have no memories about it but they never denied what happen so the group decided to unfriend them because they can't handle the pain they seeing towards to me because just like Sophie, I loved too much that almost destroy me even before the accident.

"Heyyy here you are captain... the guys are doing beer pong against the Swimming team we need you there!" a sophomore come up to Martin

"Wait- did that guy say swimming team?!" Justin said realizing that his team are fighting Martin's team on beer pong

"Hahaha aren't you supposed to be there?" I said looking out for his team who is obviously losing to Martin

"Damn that guy, he making my team drunk! Game on!" Justin said finishing his drink with a chug and throws it on the sink and leaves us

"Wanna Dance?" Jackson suddenly asked Kylie who automatically said yes and leaves the four of us

"I'm just gonna go up and make sure no one is invading my room and all... Wanna come with me babe?" Sophie suddenly asked me

"Oh sure, you always at my house I'm starting to forget what does your room look like" I said grabbing her arm "We are gonna see you later then..." leaving Madison and Michael who's still enjoying their drinks

"Are those two gonna be alright? It seems they don't talk much lately..." I asked Sophie as we open one of their downstairs doors

Sophie's family always known that we throw some party every time they leave for a week for work or something, So they decided to put two doors before the big rooms begin for their own privacy and safety as the owners when the party is happening.

"Hahaha last time I checked babe, Madison is barely at school nowadays because of her schedule so I think it’s actually perfect time for them to catch things up you know" Sophie answered as she open up her two door room

"Wowww... now tell me again why you sleeping on one of my bedroom when you have this big room here?" I said raising my eyebrows looking everywhere

Sophie's room have the theme of a princess bed since she's only child her parents can easily give her anything that she desires but even with that reason she stays to be a humble and kind person raised by my own parents.

"You know the reason!" We both laughed and I jump on her bed and lay half of my body looking at her ceiling "Who painted those?" As I looked up on a painting on the ceiling

"Oh that...It was me..." She murmured

"What...?" I seat up and look at her

"It was me... I do it when you’re on the hospital and I can't sleep so I just decided to paint on the ceiling so that I can see you without being with all of you..." She said looking away from me

"Wow... Why-... takes medicine?" I asked her remembering that she told everyone that she'll go for medicine on college

"Oh because It's a hobby Diana and it's not like I'm so great or so whatever... and plus I know to myself that I can do more if I take medicine and be a doctor just like what I told you" She explained

I just listened to her and walk through her room as I see some canvas on the side along with the other works she did "How about this...? I'm pretty sure that the excuse of you not being sleepy is part of these beautiful paintings"

She smiled and gives a smile to me "Well of course not... oh since you saw it anyway there's one that I made for you" she stand on my side and started looking for it

"What are you looking for?" I asked checking on what she trying to find

"Here!" She said as she lifts one of her canvas and said "close your eyes first" she commanded

I closed my eyes and let her do her thing...

"You can open it now!"

I opened my eyes and see me on the pool staring at the sky with all the stars and moon

"Howww?!" Wide open of my eyes

"I saw you this one time while we do study group? and then this is on my room where I can the pool on and everything up there and I was drying my hair when I saw you so I decided to paint you on since you don't move too much" She explained

I hugged her and keep saying thank you "You know you can keep that right?" she said breaking up our hug

"Oh I know but I’ll do it later or when the party is over" I said putting down the painting on the side

I lay back down to the bed and silently close my eyes and let the silent kicks in to the room

"Hey Diana, you know that Justin and Madison are engaged right?" suddenly she asked me a question without looking me

I opened my eyes as she finished her sentence, takes me a while before answering "Yeah what about it?" I asked not looking at her

"Nothing... It's just I see how you smile and everything with Justin, I just want to know if you know..."

"Well... yeah I can't deny the fact that Justin is a charming guy and all but honestly? I don't feel anything special more than being friends with everyone. I'm not sure why but I just feel like there's a big gap on me that I don't know and it makes me feel so lost sometimes but when I'm with you guys it just goes away like nothing really matters as long as you guys are there"

Madison's P.O.V

"Oh sure, you always at my house I'm starting to forget what does your room look like" Diana said grabbing Sophie's arm "We are gonna see you later then..." She continued as they leave me and Michael with our drinks

"Hey..." I said

"I kissed Diana" Michael said straightly to me

As his words enters into my brain saying "I. Kissed. Diana" I dropped my drink spilling all over me

"Oh my god! Are you okay?" He said rushing to help me

"Oh yea sorry gosh. Let me just run into the bathroom to fix this" I excused myself running from him. He tried to catch me but since everyone is busy I easily found myself to pass through them unlikely Michael who struggles to catch up

I bended into my knees and cried as I locked myself into the bathroom. I can't believe he kissed her after everything happen he still in love with her...

"Hey Madison... can we at least talk about this?" Michael knocked on the door

I stand up in front of the mirror and fixed my hair looking straightly forcing to be alright and ready. Slowly I unlocked the door and he came in

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have told you that" He started talking

"Shouldn't tell me? Why because we used to be together while she's fighting for her life?" I said not looking at him

"No! That’s not what I meant" He tried explaining but I cut him off

"Michael I'm engaged to Justin and you all know that... plus we're done already. Now the business of you kissing Diana is not so big deal if you still think I'm one of your best friends" I give him a smile

"But-..."

"What did she say after the kiss though?"

"... She started to get mad but just a minute she let me explain for it and say we can forget about it"

"I'm sorry to hear that..."

"Are we good?"

I hugged him and wiped my tears as I answered him "Yes we good of course"

He didn't feel what I did so I turn myself on the side where he won't be able to see my face as I quickly fix it. "Alright cool... I'm just gonna join the boys now. I'll catch you up later?" He asked as he opens the door

I answered him with a smile and nodded as I let him leave me alone but as long as he leave the restroom Kylie enters and shocked seeing me standing looking down in front of the mirror

"Madi?" she asked as she walk closed to me

I couldn't say anything and she automatically locked the door and hug me. I cried my heart to Kylie and she just let me, she waited for minutes before asking me "What happen?"

"He kissed Diana... I don't have strength to ask when and why... but I let it go... I let him go..." I answered as I tried to pull myself together

"Ohhh I'm so sorry Madison" She said giving me a hug

We seated there for minutes not letting anyone to enter...

"Are you gonna be okay?"

"I think yeah... I mean I'm gonna be married to Justin and I love him too you know..."

"But not like how you love Michael..."

"No I don't think anyone can replace Michael anyway..."

I give a smile to her as I fixed my make-up on the mirror...

Diana's P.O.V

After a while we decided to walk down to the party again to join the other. As we walk back we crossed paths with Kylie and Madison who walking out from the restroom downstairs, we all get confused not hearing any music and all

"How long are we in there?" Madison and I jinxed the question that makes us four ladies laughed at each other

"Oh hi girls... we just cleaning up wanna join?" Justin walks in on us in front of the restroom

"Hey what happen here? Where did the party goes?" Sophie asked him

"Oh yeah... I think someone reported our party and such saying bad things we do in here so an officer came in and ended the part early... we really don't want to end it but I'm guessing we all tired and all anyway so us boys decided to end it anyway, I hope it's alright with you guys though." He explained

"Someone? Or you mean Victor and his ass group" Kylie commented

We all laughed anyway since we all know that's all they can do about our party anyway

"Yea It's alright we'll just clean up and crashed on the our cinema later we can sleep there as well anyway" Sophie suggested

We all agreed to her suggestion and helped out cleaning the mess that the party did. But since the party only happens on the main floor of the house we finished cleaning in no time and we all crashed ourselves into the cinema room on the house and we all picked our favourite movie genre to enjoy.