Casey
These 2 months has been hell for me. When I look into the mirror. I see a woman who has been crying for these 2 months continously day and night.
Really I look like a zombie.
I tried to take him out of my system these 2 months but failed miserably. The place Knox had in my heart is irreplacable due to which I took the decision of leaving this new york city and moving into Seattle.
But I know even if I change the city I will be miserable but taking care of me, my friends will also be miserable due to my condition.
The only friend I have is Jina, in this 2 months neither she has gone to a bar or enjoyed an evening, most of the time either she's at her or my apartment with me in it. I really don't know what I would have done without her.
I would have gone mad probably. Or could have done something very stupid also.
I wish I could do something about knox
I HATE YOU . Oh god I love him no one can change it.