I stopped the car in front of the place I once called home. The place where I thought I would spend the rest of my life in and grow old with the man I love who I thought love me. The place where I'll be leaving everything behind.
I parked the car got out. I walked up the driveway and now I am standing in front of the door that would lead me inside where my memories reside.
I held my breath and when I heard no sound from the opposite side of the door I let it out slowly. I sighed put the key in the key hole turn it and heard when the door unlocked. I turned the door knob and push the door revealing the empty inside.
I paused for a second taking another deep breath putting my right foot forward and then the left. When I was completely inside I looked outside then I take another step then another and closed the door.
It felt different not like it use to. It's just sad how hours ago I was in this house with him talking and laughing now it's no more.