Rosie thought her life was getting better, that she would experience the fairy tale of living happily ever after. She thought the worst years of her life were over but the worse was yet to come. 

Rosie thought she had escaped from her past, that the past will stay in the past. But does it always do? But things from the past have a way of coming back to bite us in the ass. 

She was living a new life, with a different identity and a new place to call home. She was happy with her boyfriend and ready to build a home with him. But you see, the past always has a way of showing up when you least expect it to especially when you're having the time of your life, when you're at your happiest, thinking nothing could take it away from you, then it sweeps everything from beneath you. 

She was betrayed by the two persons, she trusted them must. 


Trigger warning: mention of SA

Cheated and Pregnant

"Rosie are you sure you're okay?" He asked seeing my pain-stricken face. 


A lump as formed in my throat preventing me from answering him. I know I'm not okay, I know he sees that I'm not okay so why lie about it. 


I have strength left for this baby that I'm carrying to eat and don't stress and fall into depression but what I don't have the strength for is to lie and keep up a strong front. 


The memories of my past are eating me alive from the inside. I hate how the memories resurfaced. That it was the cause of Josh and Tia betraying me. 


Therapy helped me to live and suppress the memories but it didn't help me to deal with them and live with my past. 


Ripping the bandaid didn't help the wound to heal if anything it made it worse. 


I choked on a sob pulling my knees to my chest. The bed shift as he comes closer to me on the bed no longer sitting on the edge. He pulled me into his arms I unintentionally flinch but that didn't stop him from pulling me in. 


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