Rosie thought her life was getting better, that she would experience the fairy tale of living happily ever after. She thought the worst years of her life were over but the worse was yet to come. 

Rosie thought she had escaped from her past, that the past will stay in the past. But does it always do? But things from the past have a way of coming back to bite us in the ass. 

She was living a new life, with a different identity and a new place to call home. She was happy with her boyfriend and ready to build a home with him. But you see, the past always has a way of showing up when you least expect it to especially when you're having the time of your life, when you're at your happiest, thinking nothing could take it away from you, then it sweeps everything from beneath you. 

She was betrayed by the two persons, she trusted them must. 


Trigger warning: mention of SA

Cheated and Pregnant

I sat down on the couch staring at the TV but not really watching it. This is the part where thoughts can't be control and I'm thinking of the what-ifs and suppose. 


This is the part where I get down to that part where I am most human and do the most human things. I think we pretend to be okay for too long we don't know how to really be okay truthfully. 


We want people around us to think, to know that we are okay that we forget ourselves that we are not until one point in our life we finally realize but then it's hard to be really okay without faking it. 


Deep down you know that you're not okay but you don't want to look weak or for them to know that you're weak because you don't want them to prey on you again so you pretend and tell them each time. 


But you're not. But you can't stop repeating. 


Even when you're bleeding out, the weight of your problems crushing you. Even when it was a clean shot, going straight through vital organs, you'll tell them. 


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