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I decided to stay in. It wasn't much of a decision when I didn't want to be mobbed by a group of people running behind me with their cameras to catch a picture or a statement.

I know I can't keep hiding in my apartment for long because I'm going to need food and fresh air but I can for now at least. I don't have to worry about work because I'm working from home now thanks to my boss.

He wanted me to quit but I couldn't. I've worked so hard for that job and to reach where I am now so there's no quiting it unless he wants to fire me and I know he won't.

I know he thinks it's too much for me because of my condition and situation but I assured him that I'm okay.

Our conversation kept replaying in my head. Should I fall into his words and let my walls come down around him. He has done so much for him. He tried to convince me that he needs me but does he really.