I woke up the next morning with dark circles under my eyes and my hair a bird nest. I couldn't go back to sleep after that horrible nightmare. I couldn't let him touch me again even if it's just a memory, a dream.
It felt so real and I could feel his calloused hands on my skin his invasive touch. A cold shiver went down my spine as I thought of last night.
I don't think the stress and if I fall into depression would be good for the baby. Shaking my head I try to get rid of my demon to shut it out before it comes through the open door again. I still sat where I was sitting from 3 o'clock this morning watching the sunrise the rays hitting my eyes making them hurt. I shut my eyes blocking out the rays of the sun feeling the heat on my eyelids.
Five minutes later I was throwing the sheet off of me and dragging myself out of the bed. I find myself under the shower drops of water beating my body.