Déjà Vu

A/N - I got a few questions about why Violet didn't get a name after a star; the reason is because Cygnus was born first, yes, they are twins but he came out first and Violet was the second which caused their mother to die during childbirth. Their father hates Violet more than Cygnus, he blames her for their mother's death which is why he didn't care much about her name. He never cared about her at all, which is the reason Cygnus is so protective over her.

Also when their father went to Azkaban for abuse he left all of his funds to Cygnus but Cygnus had no idea that he did.

Alright that's all I'll shut up :))

Violet Black

Its been another week since Tom and I arrived back at Hogwarts. We still have been avoiding each other at all costs.

It felt weird not being around him, not having his lips pressed against mine, his arms wrapped around my torso or his warm hands resting with mine. It hurt. A lot. I never truly knew the extent of what I had done by breaking up with him.

You never know what your about to lose until you completely lost it. And that's when it hits you the most. When you realize what you lost.

I was upset. Way more than I thought I would be.

But he seemed just fucking peachy, he had found a new habit of talking to all of the Slytherin girls. Of course his charm wooed all of them; it always had. That was one thing I always loved, making them jealous.

I ended up enclosing myself in my dorm for the rest of the week. Mostly sleeping, writing to my brother asking about how Druella and the baby were. I couldn't eat, it made me sick even thinking of food.

The only things that were rushing through my head were the memories of Christmas Eve night. I missed him, I never thought loving someone could feel so good, but also feel so incredibly bad. When I was with him it felt like the entire world slowed down and like we were the only ones in the world, but - but now - it felt as though everything was falling down on top of me. Suffocating without him.

As I started to fall asleep for the fifth time today, I hear a knock protrude from my dormitory door.

"Hey Vi the feast is about to start why are you in here?" Cassie's voice rings in my ear as she peers in through the small crack in the door. I spin around to see her, hopping out of bed to pull her into an embrace. "I missed you!" I say as we pull away.

"Babe it's only been a week.." She responds. "But I missed you too! now come on - where is Tom I thought he would be with you?" She asks with furrowed brows, gripping into my hands. I dip my head down to look at the floor between us.

"Oh - uh -" I begin to say until I was interrupted by Abraxas bursting through the door, quite rudely. We both spin our heads around to look at the blonde 17 year old.

"Are you guys fucking coming to the feast? damn." He spits as he walks towards the two of us. Cassie and I look at each other and roll our eyes before following Abraxas down the spiral staircase and into the warm common room.

Tom is stood in front of the fire with his hands in his pockets. We awkwardly make eye contact as he walks up to Abraxas, Cassie and I.

"H- hey." He says as he tries to avoid eye contact with me. "Can we talk for a second?" I whisper to Tom as I grip onto his hand. He nods his approval.

We walk away from the group, "We are going to talk for a second- uh- you guys can go down if you want." I say to Cassie and Abraxas, but they were to busy coddling and cooing over each other to acknowledge my words.

I lead Tom into the boys dormitories and close the door behind us. He smirks at me, "Finally forgiving me are you?" He says playfully, gripping harder into my hand.

I roll my eyes at him and yank my hand away, "No- I was going to say - we should act how we used to around our friends. I dont feel like telling Cassie about our breakup just yet." I say awkwardly.

He backs up, his eyes glistened with sadness all of a sudden. "Oh- y- yeah" He responds. He clear his throat.

"Uh- we should probably get down to the- the feast - yeah?" He says, gripping at his collar and avoiding eye contact again.

"Y-yeah" I respond.

We walk down to the Great Hall.

Other students were starting to come back from their holiday vacations for their next year. The great hall was starting to fill up as we walked down for dinner.

Headmaster Dippet was standing at the head of all the house tables looking down on the students arriving into the Great Hall.

We make our way to the Slytherin table, sitting across from Abraxas and Cassie. As Headmaster Dippet clear his throat from the front of the large room, "Good Afternoon everyone! Hopefully you have settled in and your stomachs are empty. Because the feast tonight is going to be Flavorful!" He booms.

"But - before we feast I would like to introduce two very exceptional new additions to our home here at Hogwarts!" He smiles, looking to his right as two kids step out from behind him. They stand on each side of him.

My eyes trail back and forth between the two German students. There was a girl and a boy both smiling almost evilly down at the rest of the Great Hall.

The boy was tall; about 6'2" I would say. The girl seemed close to my height around 5'5" or 5'6". I looked back at the dark haired boy who was weirdly making direct eye contact with me. I awkwardly shift in my seat and gulp, feeling very trapped in his gaze.

Before we break eye contact I catch him throwing a subtle wink. I wasn't sure at who but it made my palms sweat and my heart speed up. As I finally break eye contact I felt my cheeks starting to burn red.

I look back at the table I sat at with Malfoy, Avery, and Riddle. I feel another gaze piercing me, I turn to my right to see Tom staring straight through me. "Do you need something?" I ask. He scoffs but refuses to answer.

He clenches his jaw as I notice him looking back and forth between me and the two students.

I finally tune back into the Headmasters speech, "These two student have come from Durmstrang Institute - they have transferred here for reasons I shall not discuss to the public - they may tell you if they see fit..." He crosses his fingers together as he looks back and forth at the two new students.

"Since Leonardo Schroder and Amelia Muller' arrival they have been sorted into none other than...Slytherin house!" he continues looking directly at our house table.

"Leonardo - Amelia, you may take a seat at your house table and I have one more announcement before the feast is served - this year we will be holding a ball - for all seventh year students!" He shouts, as loud gasps come from the seventh years of all four house tables. And chatter erupts from everyone of who they wish to take.

"Alright - now let the feast begin !" He shouts again and motions for the feast to be served.

The two students trail down the steps to our house table. They seat a few seats away from us, speaking to each other in German. I understood a little bit of it.

Cygnus and I visited Germany one time with the Malfoys when we were younger, so we caught up on a little of the language.

The table has since filled with large amounts of food, such as turkey, ham, mashed potatoes, and several other foods that seemed way to appetizing to pass up on. I quickly fill my plat and stuff my face, as the trio looks at me with wide eyes.

"What-? I'm hungry.." I say with a mouthful of mashed potato's. They laugh and begin filling their plates.

After the feast we all head back to the common room. I settle down on the couch with Cassie, Abraxas, and Tom. After sitting in silence for a little while in front of the warmness of the blazing fire, I felt my eyes getting heavier and heavier. "I'm pretty tired I think I might go to bed early.." I say as I fiddle with my fingers.

I saw the two new Slytherins creep into the common room through the portrait hole. They looked like they only had each other in this new school. I wanted to befriend them. They stood together in the corner of the common room, speaking their German.

Cassie was sat on Abraxas' lap, fiddling with his hair. "Alright goodnight baby - I love you." Cassie say, without taking her eyes of her boyfriend and his grey eyes looking back into her ocean blue orbs. I try to stand as Tom grips my hand, "You okay?" He asks softly. His eyes melting into mine.

I smile at him and nod, "Yeah - just tired is all." I respond. He nods, smiling back at me. He pulls my hand up to his lips, placing a soft kiss on the top of my hand. I felt my cheeks heat up. "Alright.." He responds.

I miss you Tom. So fucking much.

I have to admit it hurts to have to pretend we are still together around Cassie and Abraxas. It makes it hurt even more when the realization hits me, that we aren't together.

I begin to walk toward the girls dormitory until I feel another hand grip onto my wrist and a tingling sensation.

I spin around to see the new boy dressed in a blood red suit with jewels sewn onto the jacket and his pants perfectly pressed, with dark dress shoes and his dark hair slicked back.

He looked attractive I had to admit. But strangely familiar...

He was smiling at me. I felt awkward under his piercing brown eyes, "Uh - hey.. you're- you're new - right?" I ask.

He lets go of my hand, "Violet..." He says softly, raising his brows at me. He puts his hand on my cheek, as I back away a little out of surprise. "Uh - yeah... do I know you?" He puts his hands in his pockets, "Oh - uh - no.. sorry um - I'm Leo." He says, stuttering a little.

As I look closer at him he looks more familiar...But I couldn't quite put my finger on where I had seen him before, maybe he just had one of those faces.

But I felt even from his touch something strangely familiar. It was like Deja Vu, like all of this had happened before but I cant remember any of it. "Are you sure we haven't met? I swear I know you from somewhere." I ask.

He takes his hands out of his pockets, running his fingers through his slicked back hair. "Uh - nope... p- probably just have one of those faces you know?" He responds. Although his mood shifts.

Through out the night I couldn't help but think about the strange new boy and where I had felt his touch or seen him somewhere before.

But I couldn't put my finger on it no matter how hard I tried... But I couldn't get his face out of my head. Almost so much that I completely forgot about how upset I was over Tom and how much I missed him.

It all just felt too familiar....