Finding The Royal Queen (2)

She was silenced by my words all the people here in room went silence because of what i just said, including Nong'Er and Calla who seems to stopped these sisters from coming in my room but they failed.

She just stared at me with a serious face and said. "And do you think he will give it to you? Yes he might be not love me over and over again, but do you think he will love you?! Lan Yue Xing i am also the same as you blinded by love, but the ending is the same; it'll be in vain, cause the only person Wang Jin Shuang will love in this lifetime is no other than Feng Yiren."

She said that made a little bit of pain in my heart, i felt like i was just stabbed not by a sword or knife but words.

"The Feng Yiren you are talking about is the old Queen who died? Im sorry burst your bubble but even a deceased person wouldn't stop me." i said and saw her laughing pitifully like a crazy woman who just lost every hope in her life. "Deacesed? Yeah right, but the deceased woman you are talking about is the most dangerous enemy you've could ever have. Deceased? Feng Yiren? Are you kidding me?!"

She said crazily and hastily laugh and because i hated her laugh i opened my palm and whistled that caused the hymn sword to fly towards my hand and i took a step forward and stabbed her in her stomach. That made her throw up a blood. "If i said no one can win against me, i said it wholeheartedly, i really took a liking to you Liu Xiao Mei but you really pissed me big time now, so die."

I whispered in her ear and looked at him in the side of my eyes she is also looking at me and she is holding up to my shoulder. "F-Feng Yiren i-is a-a g-goddess." she whispered into my ears that made my eyes widely opened, she fall into the ground and i heard Liu Xie Ning's crying sobs and she shouted her little sister's name. While i can't get enough of the shock because of what Xiao Mei said, it must be possible that she is a goddess but i also must not.

I sighed and forcefully closed my eyes and took out the sword in her stomach that cause of the overflowing non-stop flowing of blood. I stood straight and looked at my hand whose holding the hymn sword, this sword is the witness of Xiao Mei's words.

If Feng Yiren is really a goddess does that mean she is-- alive?! But why did she leave Jin Shuang? Why did she left and act like a dead person? What is another goddess doing in the human realm? Is this again because of the Royal Queen they're asking us to hand it? If Wang Jin Shuang's words are true doesn't that mean that thus Royak Queen is higher than my mother?

Im confused. What is happening? How did this happen? I just want a peaceful life in here! Why would these gods follows me again?! And why would Feng Yiren be alive?! She is supposedly dead, she is dead!

What. if she comes back? What if she comes back with the thought of going back together with Jin Shuang? Can i give him up? I can't!

As the time pass by that i am thinking about it and doesn't havemy pace, the sword im holding is getting heavier and heavier until the sword suddenly left my hand and it bounds in the ground. As my head feels ache, and my eyes is getting darker and darker, until i found myself lying the cold ground and heard there shouting voices. Nong'Er is crying.

"Guards! The call the Royal Physician!" Calla's voice.

"My Lady!"

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"What happened to her? Talk!" i shouted while im sitting besides the pale face of Yue Xing lying in the bed, she fainted a while ago and after i heard about it i rushed here to take a look at her but i never thought this could be her appearance, she looks anxious, depressed and she isn't normal.

Im holding her cold hands now, i wonder what happened because i heard after she killed Liu Xiao Mei she fainted and her anxious started. "The Concubine is just sick because of last night, Your Majesty. I think you know why, its her first time last night and i think both of you are a little rough and the Concubine Yue Xing is also having an anxiety and panic attack. That leads her to faint, naturally it's because of too much thinking, and she was very afraid her blood started colder that made her pale right now. There is a medicine, Your Majesty and it's nit that serious. If she eat the medicine and eat healthy foods and wouldn't stress herself she will be healthy again, if you're worried that her illness comeback, don't worry Your Majesty i checked it and saw nothing."

My heart fell at ease when i heard the Royal Physician said, i am looking at the silently sleeping Yue Xing. "When will she wake up?"

"I cannot guarantee it, Your Majesty but if her blood calmed down she will wake up. It is not that long but i think it'll take three to four days." he said that i just nodded and signed them to go out, so all of them went out and i kissed her hands intimately while looking at her face. "I don't know what to do if even you would disappear in my life, Yue Xing. I will probably be crazy asking for the Royal Queen's mercy, if even i would begged just for her to let you live i would do it. Just to let you safe."

I said and hold her cheeks, the moment i heard she fainted i felt like all the Wang Dynasty collapsed. As i am running towards to her, my heart bounce with too much nervous and deep inside i am asking for the Gods mercy.

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A woman wearing a white hanfu and covering her face with a white veil, bitterly smiled. As she was outside of the window of the Concubine Lan Yue Xing's room.

"I see that the protection and sacrifice i made could cause me this heartbreak. Jin Shuang, did you already forgot me?" she whispered into her self and touched her chest where her heart locates. But a second later she took away her hand from her chest and clenched her fist.

"It'll not be too long, Jin Shuang. I'll finally comeback to you, if i already found the person i admired the most, Lan Yao Xing, the Royal Queen. I'll comeback to you and asked for her mercy, to let us officially be wedded without a lie." she said and walked silently and jumped.