Warning: Sexual Content
"Xiao shushu, are you real? Or am I dreaming?" Ma Jingguo's voice trembled, raw with disbelief.
Mu Dishi did not answer. He smelled the strong liquor on Ma Jingguo's breath, and as Ma Jingguo stepped forward, Mu Dishi instinctively took a step back.
"Don't come near me," Mu Dishi said coldly. He turned and began to walk away.
Ma Jingguo quickly grabbed Mu Dishi's waist, pressed his face to Mu Dishi's left temple, and held him tightly. He sobbed softly, "Xiao shushu, I am hurting..."
Mu Dishi felt Ma Jingguo's tears wet his left shoulder.
Ma Jingguo clung to him, his sobs ragged. "Why does everyone I care about leave me behind? Am I that disgusting?"
"Jingguo, let go of me," Mu Dishi commanded.
Still sobbing, Ma Jingguo pleaded, "Xiao shushu, I want to go back home."
"Ma Jingguo, let go of me, otherwise I will have to force you away," Mu Dishi warned, his voice hardening.
Ma Jingguo held him tighter. "Force me away like back then? If xiao shushu wants to force me away, please don't use the jade hairpin...xiao shushu must use Honglei, and make sure that xiao shushu stabs right into my heart."
"You are drunk," Mu Dishi stated. He grabbed Ma Jingguo's hands and pulled them apart, then struck Ma Jingguo on the chest, knocking him to the ground. Mu Dishi quickly turned and walked away.
When Mu Dishi had walked thirty feet away, he turned and looked back. Ma Jingguo was still lying motionless on the floor. Worried, Mu Dishi walked back to Ma Jingguo and gently nudged Ma Jingguo's left shoulder with his right foot, but Ma Jingguo still did not move. Mu Dishi knelt, helped Ma Jingguo up, and guided him back to his room.
Mu Dishi laid Ma Jingguo on the bed inside his room. He didn't know why he had used so little strength to hit Ma Jingguo, yet Ma Jingguo seemed so severely injured. He removed Ma Jingguo's outer robe and examined his chest, which showed no visible injury. Then Mu Dishi realized that Ma Jingguo must have passed out because he was simply too drunk. Mu Dishi sat at the edge of the bed and meditated.
Around midnight, Ma Jingguo slowly opened his eyes. He thought he had dreamed of hugging Mu Dishi. He looked toward his feet and saw Mu Dishi meditating handsomely. Believing he was still dreaming, he pinched his right cheek, and it hurt. He slowly got up, making sure not to disturb Mu Dishi, and sat there, staring at Mu Dishi.
"How long are you going to stare at me?" Mu Dishi asked coldly.
Ma Jingguo had tried his innocence to beg Mu Dishi to let him stay, but those tactics had failed. Now, he decided to employ a different approach, one rooted in his own deep desires for Mu Dishi. Second chances don't happen often, and he would seize this opportunity to seduce Mu Dishi into letting him stay.
"If I can," Ma Jingguo replied, a sly smile touching his lips, "I want to stare at xiao shushu for the rest of my life."
"Nonsense. Since you woke up, go back to your room," Mu Dishi dismissed him.
Ma Jingguo gave Mu Dishi a wide smile. He moved closer to Mu Dishi and held Mu Dishi's waist from behind. He whispered into Mu Dishi's ear, "Xiao shushu, when are you going to admit that you do care about me?"
"Nonsense," Mu Dishi said indifferently.
Ma Jingguo insisted in a soft voice, "Xiao shushu...could have struck me harder, until my rib cage was broken, but xiao shushu didn't."
"Since you are sober now," Mu Dishi retorted, "I can hit you for real."
Ma Jingguo held Mu Dishi tighter and said, "I've told xiao shushu, when it came to fighting with xiao shushu...I surrender willingly."
Mu Dishi recalled that the Ma Jingguo he knew was not like this. The Ma Jingguo he remembered was an obedient person who listened to every order he gave. But this Ma Jingguo was not obedient. Then, he realized that the Ma Jingguo back then was a child, and the Ma Jingguo who was holding him now was a man. A child would listen willingly without a fight, but a man would fight for his own voice to be heard.
Ma Jingguo sniffed Mu Dishi's hair. "I miss this smell. Xiao shushu's hair bracelet on my wrist doesn't smell like this."
Mu Dishi lowered his head and saw the black bracelet on Ma Jingguo's left wrist. Mu Dishi finally understood why Ma Jingguo had been collecting his hair. Ma Jingguo had used his hair to make this bracelet.
"Xiao shushu, I really care about you. Your actions reveal that you do care about me, don't they?" Ma Jingguo scoffed in happiness. He realized that because Mu Dishi did care for him, that was why Mu Dishi did not try to pull his hands away. He then lowered his head and gave Mu Dishi a quick peck on Mu Dishi's left cheek. "Xiao shushu, let me stay here, just for one night only?"
The gentle peck on the cheek shocked Mu Dishi. In the bamboo hut, Ma Jingguo had kissed him on the lips and had even sent his tongue inside Mu Dishi's mouth. Now, Ma Jingguo, sitting on this bed, was kissing him on the cheek and asking permission to sleep on this same bed with him.
Mu Dishi tried to pull Ma Jingguo's hands away from his waist. "Don't treat me like I am a weak lady."
"When it comes to xiao shushu, I never compare xiao shushu to a lady," Ma Jingguo countered. "I treat xiao shushu like this because I want to. It doesn't matter whether xiao shushu is a man or a woman."
"We are neither enemies nor friends," Mu Dishi stated. "We are just two people who know each other."
Ma Jingguo smiled and said, "Xiao shushu, I never thought of you as a friend nor a brother."
"I've never thought of you as a friend nor a brother either," Mu Dishi replied. "We are just two people who know each other."
Ma Jingguo smiled. "Very good, because since my first years staying with xiao shushu, I realized that I like xiao shushu very much. It's not that kind of liking between brother or friend."
Mu Dishi turned his head back toward the left. "What kind of liking are you referring to?"
Ma Jingguo scoffed, "It is this kind of liking."
Ma Jingguo stretched his head forward and kissed Mu Dishi's lips. Ma Jingguo licked Mu Dishi's lips with his tongue. He kissed hard and sucked Mu Dishi's lips.
Mu Dishi was shocked. He just sat there, not knowing what to do. His mind was blank because this was the second time that Ma Jingguo had kissed him.
As Ma Jingguo was still kissing Mu Dishi, Mu Dishi asked quietly, almost in a whispering tone, "Why do you kiss me?"
Ma Jingguo, who was still kissing Mu Dishi, said, "Because these are the things I want to do with xiao shushu." Ma Jingguo turned Mu Dishi's body around to face him and laid Mu Dishi on the bed as he continued kissing him. "Xiao shushu, I want...I want to..."
Ma Jingguo slowly reached his hand down toward Mu Dishi's waist. He knew that if he did not move quickly, Mu Dishi would try to prevent his hand from advancing down Mu Dishi's pants. In a moment of panic, he reached down inside Mu Dishi's pants and grabbed onto Mu Dishi's soft member. He then slowly stroked Mu Dishi's member. After some stroking, Mu Dishi's member became hard.
Mu Dishi didn't know why he had let Ma Jingguo advance to this point. He heard his heart beating faster and faster. When Ma Jingguo stroked his member, he felt pleasure. His breathing became rapidly fast. Then Ma Jingguo began to kiss his member and took his member inside Ma Jingguo's mouth. Ma Jingguo's soft, moist mouth made the sucking more pleasurable. He felt Ma Jingguo's tongue circling his own member, and the sucking rhythm was just right. Except for clutching the bed sheet tightly and surrendering his body to Ma Jingguo, he didn't know what to do. Ma Jingguo's action now reminded him of the first time Wang Biming gave him oral pleasure. He closed his eyes, and a memory of the past slowly returned to him. He closed his eyes, and a memory of the past slowly returned to him.
After a long evening of soaking inside the medicine barrel, Mu Dishi had walked to the stream a few hundred yards behind the bamboo hut. He was immersed in the stream, trying to eliminate the smell of medicine. After an hour passed, he heard a soft chuckle. Mu Dishi turned around and saw Wang Biming sitting on a rock looking at him.
"How long have you been sitting there?" Mu Dishi asked.
Wang Biming smiled at Mu Dishi. "Long enough." Wang Biming quickly took off his clothes and walked toward Mu Dishi.
"You don't have to come too close," Mu Dishi warned.
Wang Biming stood behind Mu Dishi and hugged him. He said, "Dishi, I think I am falling deeper in love with you with each passing day."
"Nonsense. I am not a woman; don't treat me like that," Mu Dishi retorted.
"I fell in love with you not because I think of you as a woman. I fell in love with you because you are you," Wang Biming replied. He kissed Mu Dishi's neck. "I love that beautiful eye of yours." His hand slowly moved toward Mu Dishi's navel, and his left index finger circled Mu Dishi's navel. "I love those pinkish lips of yours." His hand reached lower toward Mu Dishi's member. He slowly stroked Mu Dishi's member. "I love everything about you." He sucked Mu Dishi's neck.
Mu Dishi, trembling, said, "Stop...Long da ye might see us."
"He went home. Tonight, there are only two of us," Wang Biming said. He turned Mu Dishi around and kissed Mu Dishi on the lips.
After some time, Wang Biming said, "I will make you feel very good." Wang Biming picked Mu Dishi up and placed Mu Dishi on the rock. Wang Biming began to lick Mu Dishi's member and then put Mu Dishi's member inside his mouth.
"Xiao shushu, does this feel good?" Ma Jingguo breathed heavily, his voice cutting through the memory. He continued sucking.
Ma Jingguo's voice brought Mu Dishi back to the present. Mu Dishi breathed unsteadily, "Jingguo, stop it..."
"Xiao shushu, do you feel good?" Ma Jingguo pressed.
Mu Dishi breathed heavily, "Ah...I feel weird...Jingguo, stop."
Ma Jingguo continued sucking Mu Dishi's member, refusing to back down. At first, he lowered Mu Dishi's pants to Mu Dishi's knees, but after some time of sucking, he completely removed Mu Dishi's pants. He then slowly massaged Mu Dishi's soft backdoor with his thumb.
Mu Dishi breathed heavily, "Ah, what are you doing? Stop it."
Ma Jingguo, who was still sucking on Mu Dishi's member, didn't say a word. He continued massaging Mu Dishi's backdoor as he was sucking on Mu Dishi's member. Then after some time, he inserted his thumb inside Mu Dishi's tight backdoor.
Mu Dishi, on the other hand, wanted to moan loudly, but he held back. He knew that the walls of the inn were thin and not thick. If he moaned, then the others would know. When Ma Jingguo touched his backdoor, there was a strange feeling down below. When Ma Jingguo inserted inside him, he felt weird but pleasurable. Back then, Wang Biming and he never advanced this far. The furthest they went was performing oral sex on each other.
Ma Jingguo continued to suck Mu Dishi's member and thrusting his thumb into Mu Dishi's backdoor. Ten minutes later, he went up to Mu Dishi's face and began kissing Mu Dishi again, while his right hand continued stroking Mu Dishi's member.
Ma Jingguo asked in a very horny voice, "Xiao shushu, does it feel good?"
Mu Dishi bit down his lips and refused to answer Ma Jingguo.
Ma Jingguo kissed Mu Dishi's lips and said with heavy breathing, "I know xiao shushu likes it, but refuses to answer me." He then kissed Mu Dishi fast and hard while his right hand stroked Mu Dishi's member fast and hard.
Mu Dishi was unable to hold his pleasure any longer; he was breathing heavily as he released inside Ma Jingguo's hand.
Ma Jingguo put on a big smile with his innocent eyes as he kissed Mu Dishi on his right cheek, "Xiao shushu, shall we sleep then?"
"Whatever you like," Mu Dishi said coldly.
Ma Jingguo smiled at him. "I like xiao shushu's facial expression when xiao shushu was about to release."
Mu Dishi pushed Ma Jingguo away, and because Ma Jingguo was at the edge of the bed, he fell onto the floor with a loud thump. He quickly wiped himself, put back his pants, and moved closer toward the wall.
Ma Jingguo wiped his hands on the side of his pants, climbed back onto the bed with Mu Dishi, and chuckled softly.