End In a Good Way

Jessica

I set my player at a maximum volume and my brain is now set to the 100 best saddest songs in my ear. Even though it keeps on playing, there is no effect. I keep on thinking of what happened yesterday. I scratched my head so hard once, and I threw the pillow on the side of my bed. I lay down and looked at the ceiling of my room. These days I think of the great days I had with Xavier. Places we go to and things we do. But times change how he hurt me, how I struggled to understand him and how I fought my feelings for him.