My first time

"This is the last time to practice this confession stuff and you should confess your feelings to the person you liked"

"Sei, I like you, No. I loved you! I loved the way how you cared, I loved the way how you pinch my cheeks, I loved the way how you teach me to the subjects I struggled with, I loved the way how you show your smile, I loved the way how you acting cold towards me, I loved the way when I am with you. I loved you as you, Please, go out with me. I want to be with you, only you."

"Okay, perfect. You can confess now to the person that you liked. We're now over with this stuff"

"No-------- this is my real confession. You are the person that I liked! All of the practices that we have done are real including this time. I want you to hear my feelings yet you did not notice any single of them! I love you, Sei, you are the only person that I liked the most! I want to be with you forever"

I was heading to our classroom to get my things and I saw one of the juniors of Eve, its Kou heading towards our classroom also. Kou and I heard the confession of Eve to Sei, to be honest, this was my first heartbreak and I would say it hurts a lot. My tears are falling apart but I wipe them quickly and I saw Kou was crying. I realized that Kou likes Eve, it's not his fault to fall in love with Eve because Eve is a great woman that everyone wants.

"I need to go, see you later, Mikoto"

I want to go home but my tears are still falling apart and I can't hold my tears. I loved Eve a lot but I think I was too late for the confession. I'll love Eve from afar, I'm happy if Eve's happy. I was walking in the hallway but suddenly there's someone on my front, it was Aki. I suddenly wipe my tears quickly and smile at her.

"What are you doing, Kou? What happened?"

"I am heading home right now. How should I say this....I got my first heartbreak, just kidding"

"But I liked you, Kou"

Since I was too desperate I confess my feelings to Kou quickly and I did not think about the situation. Expectedly he rejected me, I know this would happen but it still hurts. It hurts me a lot and I got my first heartbreak, I want to be with him but he never chose me. I'm at his side but he always watching Eve instead of me, I can make him happy but he wanted to be happy with Eve. I wish I could be Eve but I can't because I'm not Eve that he wanted. I was heading home but the woman who saw me peeping into the room of Kou approach me, It's Miki.

"Are you alright?"

"I'm fine. Don't worry. I need to go home right now, see you tomorrow!"

I went to the court and I saw Mikoto sit onthe bench. He looks sad and just looking at the blue sky. I decided to sit onthe bench and I pat his head. I don't want to see his sad face and it looks like he had a problem, I decided to chat with him and he mentioned that he got his first heartbreak. I was shocked at that time because the person that Iloved is heartbroken and I feel that I am heartbroken too. He does not knowthat I liked him and I don't have a motive to confess my feelings to himespecially in this situation. Instead of confessing to him, I comfort him and give him advice. I know he will be moving forward because he was a great guy! I know even he got his heartbreak, he's still supporting his friend, Sei because friendship matters to him. After having to chat with Mikoto, I decided to go home and that was the time I was drowning in my tears. Heartbreak indeed hurts a lot, I just want Mikoto to be happy and that is the only thing that knew. I just need to cry all night and everything will be fine again. I'm not regretting not confessing my feelings to Mikoto. In thebeginning, I knew that he loves Eve a lot since they were in middle school because I was a schoolmate of Mikoto.

"Thank you! I'll go out with you and I'll make you happy, Eve"

Eve confesses her feeling to me, to be honest, I was not expecting that the person that Eve's likes are me. I'm flattered that she likes me and to be honest, I'm starting to like her because whenever I see Eve with the other man, I want to pull her and hug her. I want Eve to be with me and that was the time I feel strange towards her. We started dating but I feel something is off about Eve but I did not ask her.