My stand demon emperor Satan chapter 11 volume 1 beginning so

Right now me and reaper squad are driving out of the city heading to the extraction area . I'm still smoking my chocolate cigarettes when James says well we're going to the old country of turkey why don't we pick up some souvenirs especially you reaper you have a special someone waiting and you don't want to just come back without souvenirs I then say to James handler i fact I will I say while puffing a chocolate cigar in a deep voice . I then say can I be support this time they then say yes you can carry a sniper rifle with you you're try to snipe what was his name him again whatever you try to snipe him when we get there then after that it's guns blazing I then say well we gotta get rid of them cause they are still involved okay then I say we'll Edward I say yeah jake he says back to me what you gonna do of course it gonna participate with the clean up so I guess lazar too lazar then says yes I will . James then says jake I know you're still a student at my school so I wanna know something how do you feel when you take the life of a man I then say honestly I feel terrible about it but I've gotten used to it cause this is what I have to do to survive no to survive on the battlefield I don't want to do it but it's and order and orders are orders I continue as a soldier I have to somewhat bottle all of those emotions of killing a fellow intelligent or human being up for that's a soldiers job to protect their country and kill the enemy if possible no matter what actually I feel like a total piece of shit I say with a cold face and with a grim and dark tone I have to do it but I don't want to do it but there's one thing I know when my parents got killed the weak die first on the battlefield and I do not wanna perish on the godforsaken hell on earth which is the battlefield for I do not wish to die but thrive for to live is to suffer and to suffer is to live life is a gift but a curse as well so I will make it through I will survive. Well James say you also included stuff that I wasn't asking but I never knew you felt that way it's fine I say ever since my parents died I've somewhat been antisocial and rude to people and for some reason that I can't explain I feel empty so another reason I continue to kill like this is not only to get strong enough to avenge my parents but to also fill the emptiness in my soul but the more I continue on this quest I feel like the more I lose actually the abyss seems to get even bigger and bigger until what I imagine I become completely empty in my soul until I am an empty husk of no emotion in this cursed body of mine. It's like god has cursed me since the day I was born I try to fill the empty abyss but it keeps growing it seems like the old quote of where it says if you stare into the abyss the abyss will stare into you the full quote from nietzsche is whoever fights monsters should see to it that he himself does not become one of you stare into the abyss king enough the abyss stares into you . Well let's get going I say while trying to look less depressed of course this doesn't work very well because James then says if that's how you feel why do you continue I say I continue well I start chuckling to myself I continue cause I continue I say again I continue cause I can why should I care if gods cursed me if god is my enemy then I will resist god no matter who it is I will keep going the challenges along my path to greatness I'll crush them my foes I'll destroy them and leave them just like your marriage broken. Then suddenly jake hears the system host has gained reward for talking about his true feelings and revealing them to others stand emperor Satan the powers will be revealed later you will be able to make them up as you go also and they will be as strong as you so bye ;) then Jake falls asleep he wakes back up only to feel himself being shaked he then opened his eyes and turned to look at what seemed to be a humanoid shape he then noticed that it was me lion heart so he got up and me lionheart said you're finally awake the flight is gonna happen soon let's hurry go get your bags we're going to turkey . Time skip: it's been a few hours since that and right now me and reaper squad or on the plane heading to turkey then I hear a voice say passengers we will be arriving in your destination in t minus 12 11 3 0 it all goes past like a blue and I feel a little bump probally because of the planes landing it then stops and we get off me and the crew go get our luggage we then proceeded to meet up with our contact we then listened to the plan. We will name this operation kill squad why well we don't know he says well what ever the plan is that we will drop you off somewhere near the occupied air port we're one of you will proceed to snipe our man and then you're clean out the rest any means can be used got it he says we all nod we then start suiting while we're doing that he says after the operation you will be returned to base by helicopter ride we have informed all local police so they will stay out of sight and lock everything down but that won't mean your way back home will be pleasant there are many dangerous creatures which lurk there so be careful Time skip it's been an hour since that and we're on a helicopter making our way there right now I'm rocking an m16 with a thermal scope for some reason I'm going to be using a mk22 advanced sniper rifle for this with a massive silencer and slick space marine body armor which is less on the big side and more on the small sleek stealthy design . Then the pilot says prepare for landing he then lands us down and then my squad mate specifically handler then says reaper can you go scout sure I say using my odm gear at my sides to speed through the forest I'm already on it I say while smoking some chocolate cigarettes while flying I then throw it and then arrive where there looks to be a runway I then say can I share what I'm seeing right now with you guys they say sure then I take out a little compact camera and then take a picture they receive it by saying that's probably the airport wait reaper handler says do you see a little hilly spot for us to be i then answer back by saying yeah one right on the left of the airport okay set up there and wait for us they then cut it and start running towards the mountain I'm already there smoking a chocolate cigarette. Then I see 3 figures start crawling out of the bushes I know these guys are apart of my side so I just say I'm getting into position I then take out the cigarette from my mouth and throw it I then lay on my stomach somewhat like a commando crawl position but I'm not using my arms to push myself forward and just holding the mk22 in front of my left eye looking into the sight I then take out and then see someone I then say found him then I get back to the rifle center it right on him I don't think wind is going to play a very big deal cause you know we'll not very far away and these weapons are made to be able to shoot forward without any trouble so they almost always hit now short shoot time I say I then fire but it goes through the guy in front his head and so he enters the open plane I then say let's go we then start running to the forest. When we arrive we start shooting the guys and then we see a truck we then get in and I say handler calls shotgun he then enters and lazar comes with me then shoot at the people in our way then handler says to me get it out I then take out a remote controller and he lays down an extra car I drive it near the wheels it explodes but we get caught up it nearly crushes me I get up to see them having our guy we then interrogate but he only says one thing demon I have no idea who it is handler says bullshit I killed myself then he asks me to punch the guy I think system let me use my stand I then use my stand to punch him repeatedly . Handler asks me about it but I just say it just a power I have as a chosen he buys it we then head out.