What is this torture and flashbacks chapter 23 volume 1

Jake slowly opened his eyes as he awakened from his slumber.but what he awoke to made him think that he was hallucinating . The sight that was in front of him was his dorm in the school . He quickly uncovered himself and then said oh my god I have got to be hallucinating he said In a panicked voice . When he heard gunshots gunshots the constant noise of gunshots started . He could hear people being killed . And screams so many screams just it was all filled up by the terrible noise of war . He could hear someone yell close to his door please god no please no please this can't be happening before he could hear them choking on something . He so desperately wanted to help them stop their screams their suffering . But his body just wouldn't move it wouldn't move . He desperately outstretched his arm out . Looking like he was trying to touch them but he couldn't he couldn't. When then he heard . A gunshot and a {Plop } as a man fell to the ground he then heard a familiar voice James . James then said Jake get your gear on quickly in a calm but panicked sort of voice. Jake quickly summoned his gear on and ran outside he quickly followed his old actions and made outside. When something different happens he felt something cold in his chest his body . And then it slowly was taken out . He had a shocked expression on his face . And then looked in front of him it was Tiamat and she was giggling too . He fell into the ground and slowly watched as Tiamat laughed at his suffering. But then he was healed and then Tiamat picked him up and set him on a chair she strapped him in and looked . She then slowly went to his fingers and started slowly as slow as a snail to start tearing off his fingers . But he then saw something white near her . When she was finished. He then heard her a giggle and then say in a amused tone then say well you're a tough aren't yeah most of the others started begging for mercy as soon as I started . She then smirked at me and laughed but this will certainly hurt she then took the white substance and snorted it just kidding and then set it on fire . She then opened up her mouth and put it on her tounge . Well she quickly pounced at Jake and forcibly entered his mouth with her tounge . Jakes only thought was this was awesome but seriously after he got over that though he realized he was being assaulted. He quickly tried pushing her off by pushing her chest but he when he tried to push he felt her bare skin. He then realized something she was completely naked . The sound of gunshots and fire continued around while Tiamat did this . And then she slowly exited his mouth with a string of saliva connecting their youngest. She then wiped it away when suddenly Jake felt a hot sensation all over his body the urge to itch but his hands were tied down he then started screaming with inhuman screams . From how excruciatingly painful it was he couldn't stop screaming and crying and crying and screaming . He could only think one thing haven't I become stronger then that I can resist this right but all of those thoughts got ignored and he was focused on the pain. When suddenly he felt another sensation in his fingers and he could hear a Crack Crack Crack as what he assumed to be his bones broke and they shattered inside his body it then went to the rest of his body . Even his spine and he would surely die but he was still alive it hurt like hell what kinda of torture was this what type of people deserve having your entire body break apart from the inside . But then it happens to his flesh it started withering away and each and every tiny skin fell that left him hurt excruciatingly it was hell every single time one left him the pain he felt when his body was itchy and hot and his bones where broken was there . But it was millions of times worse . And it kept just increasing and increasing he kept crying and crying . He heard Tiamats maniacal cackles and laughs she sounded straight out of American psycho with such an evil and maniacal laughs . When the skin flaking soon got near his head where it then started chipping at that . He just looked at Tiamat laughing and couldn't do anything about it . He thought while he cried but I don't want to be like this I really just want peace revenge I don't want to be treated like this again I don't want to feel powerless ever again not like back then not ever . This is the exact treatment I didn't want to happen again to be treated cruelly . But because the cruel our always on top then in order to be on top I just have to become the cruelest person imaginable . But I order to that I don't want die still . When his head finally disintegrated he was just looking onward as everything started getting darker and darker . As his consciousness just like all things started to to disappear and he started to die . He could only say one thing it can't end this way it can't end this way I spent one life and death situation already and I'm not gonna face one where I really die . When he suddenly saw a white picture which showed him to be a baby as he cried and laughed looking at his parents . And experienced life until he was finally five years old . When he was that age everything changed . He then saw a frightening scene of his father being struck down by a large ferocious beast covered in jet black fur . His mother tried to protect him with her powers but they weren't powerful enough . And she took had her neck crushed and ripped apart in the jaws of that terrible jet black beast with claws and a deadly glare . If looks could kill he would have been dead Jake cried and cried and dropped his black dog toy as soon as he saw the beast . And said mommy daddy no he then ran towards his mother and father and cried while shaking them. While yelling no no daddy mommy please please talk to me talk to me . Call me your little sunshine please please please . When he saw the terrible black beast standing there just looking at him ferociously which then said brat I shall keep you alive for I khorne have taken a liking in you pitiful child. Jake then looks inwards with a devastated face and says you you you you you you you you as it starts to get more aggressive and aggressive until he finally says . What did you do to mommy and daddy Jake then rises and attempts to hit the black dog . The dog jumps away then and lands near the window . The creature then says child you should learn to respect your elders I am several trillion years old you do not know how powerful I am . He then jumps out of the window and starts running on the air and into the distant sky . As the sky gets darker and the sun disappears you can see Jake rocking back and forth on the ground while crying and saying mommy daddy why did you leave me . Please come back why haven't you come back I'm getting cold and colder and I feel colder I feel empty without you mommy and daddy . When he hears a familiar and soothing voice which makes even the future Jake cry . Which then starts singing soothingly we'll meet a again I don't know when don't know exactly . Where but my sweet my child I will see you soon . So until that time please don't cry I'll soon come again . And live your happiest knowing that you'll get to see me again . He then hears a male voice which sounds like his father joining in . They then both start so we'll meet again somewhere don't know when but live happily knowing that you'll get see us again . The voice then says soothingly Jake don't worry about us you'll get to see us soon but when Jake says in a childish voice while wiping away his tears . I don't know exactly where and when Jake but we'll get our chance to see each other once again . His father cuts in and says but I hope my little man has turned into a real man once we get back . They then both say at the same time but until that live your happiest life knowing that okay . Jake then says happily okay and smiles . When Jake then hears a voice say do you wish to live . Jake is surprised and looks forward to see something that will shock him for the rest of his life .