The main characters thoughts feeling and mindset character analysis chapter 1

Hey it's just me the author and if you have read one of my older shameless self reviews. You're know which you probably don't unless you have read . That my main character isn't going to be like some pussy . Who will help everyone he sees and will give into annoying girls pouts and stuff like that . Cause you got to know have you ever just read another novel and when it's an arrogant . Young master the main character does a lot of face slapping. But when it's a beautiful girl. The main character ends up falling in love . To me it's just kinda annoying . I remember I was starting to get into . The Geared Immortal . And he started taking care of a girl and I was okay with this well spoilers are going to be here . So if you haven't already gone and read it I would advise you to stop reading this and then read that and then come back . But he starts taking care of that girl and I'm okay with it I'm just like okay . As long as he dumps the girl later on then it's good . But he ends up falling in love with her for no reason and what really makes me confused . Is that he already previously had a girlfriend and what makes it even more confusing . Is that he saw her as an angel he loved with everything he had . And he just falls in love with snobby annoying previously hard working arrogant immortal girl. So I'm just like wtf . So I'm not gonna do that and I'm generally going to put a reason of him getting a harem cause he's . Supposed to be a demon lord . Demon god demon emperor still haven't decided that yet .but our main character isn't going to be arrogant unless the person he is facing really is an insignificant bug when put in front of him . So he'll be very cautious cold cunning and ruthless . And will use all available options in order to reach his goals of power and the death of khorne . But he's going to put up this front but because of the trauma he has experienced he will still retain a childish side from when he still had his parents with him. So he's going to be a hope for the best expect for the worst type of person . He will be cold and won't interact with most people very much . And to his servants he'll act like he those not give a single shred of care about their lives if they die . He will consider them weak if they die he will not consider them important or necessary enough to him to use . He will not give a single shred of emotion at their suffering or deaths he will act like it's just another bad day . He just won't care he'll act like it's a normal thing . If one of his servants were to die he would not care at all . But if it was Tiamat who got in danger then it would be a different case . If his servants ever failed to protect Tiamat or any of the ones he has taken a liking to . He will kill them no matter what no matter who . Because Jake shall be reborn as a crawl demon lord