Mortal silence, chant of pleasure

After seeing her so taken down, I thought of giving her some words of breath, but I regretted it immediately. There were no words sweet enough for a murderer to give to his victim.

If there was anything that Jeanne had to hold onto besides her faith, that would be hatred. I don´t like it, but if it´s for her, then I´m willing to bear with her hatred for the things I´m about to do.

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Is what I told myself before noticing something.

Of course, Jeanne could not hate me.

Doing so would be like hating her goddess, and I´m sure she is not capable of that.

I´m just trying to console myself, supposing selfishly that I have a duty to her feelings.

Such bullshit.

I don´t need to think about any of that. I have a weapon and a mission, thoughts not related to that are just crap.

The biggest gesture of friendliness I can give her is a quick job.