Push and Pull

"We'll be back tomorrow afternoon! till then take care of the house!!" Sabana bhua told us as she sit in car with her husband and my father.

"We will! ! You guys enjoy" Riaz said. Me Heena aisha and Riaz we were standing there to see off them. And i don't know where sartaj and faiz are.

So everyone is going to the wedding except for Me, Heena, Riaz, Sartaj, Aisha, and Faiz. Well salman was force to attend the wedding by our grandma and he is not very happy with her for that.

"take care of each other too!!" My mother said then start to walk where the car was waiting for her. She stop walking and turn herself to us and said "Kids? please don't burn the house" Everybody burst into laugh.

"Don't worry mom We are not seven anymore" I told my mother. She is still not over with our cooking experiment which we did in our childhood.

We all came back in the house after they left. I let my self fall on the couch. Heena sit next to me and riaz sit on the other couch and aisha went to the kitchen.

"God! the house feels quite without grandma. so peaceful" I said softly with my eyes closed enjoying the peace cause grandma is always yelling and screaming at someone so we missed this silence.

"It does! Live it as long as you can cause the peace won't be there tomorrow afternoon" Riaz warned and I start to laugh.

"Hey guys! What's up?" I hear faiz. I open my eyes he came from upstairs with messy hair wearing a t-shirt and lower. He looks so good. Messy hair haaye

"You woke up now?" Heena asked Faiz as he sits next to Riaz

"Yeah! Couldn't sleep last night because of the caffeine in my system, I had late last night" He reply running his hand through his messy hair. I close my eyes again.

They all decide to get the breakfast in drawing room. They got sandwiches and pancakes.

"Are you sure you don't want to eat anything?" Sartaj asked me offering a sandwich

"No. Thanks I'm good" I replied and hugged the pillow I had in my hand.

I am looking at faiz he was eating a sandvich. I can't help but thinking about our future. Me and him, we are going to spend our lives together but we don't talk to each other. Wow so ideal

"Hey guys!" Zain said as he enter the room. Everyone said hi back to him. Faiz asked him if he wants to eat but he said he had breakfast.

"I need to talk to you!" I whisper in Zain 's ear "you Guys finish your breakfast we'll be in the garden!" I told the other and we start to walk.

"What happend? I've noticed you look a Lil upset" Zain asked as we sit on the ground under a tree.

"You know about my and Faiz's engagement right?" I asked him and he nod his head as a yes so I continue

"I'm so worried about him and i. Like we can't even talk nicely to each other for two seconds and how we are gonna spend our lives together??!" I sighed

"You know Your argument and fights are not that big problems it's actually cute when you to argue like Lil kids right? and if it's bothering you then You should talk to faiz about this" Zain advised me with his handsome smile

"Seriously? How it's cute? We fight like dogs and our arguments, Lil fights and irritating each other is not the problem!" I said and close my eyes with frustration

"Then what is the problem?"

"Real problem is there's no talking between us. when I try talk to him he don't even say a damn word to me just stare at me like I'm an idiot!! Yesterday I apologise to him about ruining his shirt and he completely ignore me I don't know what to do?" I told Zain and hide my face with my hands

Zain took my hands off face and in his hands and said " Everything will be okay. don't worry right now don't think about it and give yourself and faiz a lil time then try to talk to him okay" I nod

He continue "and keep that beautiful smile on your gorgeous face okay?" He smiled like an idiot which made me laugh.

"Since when you became a such good relationship advisor?" I asked him jokingly

"Since..... I met her!!" He said showing me picture of a very beautiful girl, brown hair, blue eyes and her smiling lips showing her white teeth.

"Oh.My.God what's her name? Where is she from? How did you meet her? How long it's been you guys together? And wait why the hell you didn't tell me before? I asked a thousand questions together

"Woah Woah slow down. I'm not Google search okay." He reply with Sarcasm

"Shut up And tell me everything." I yelled and hit his shoulder playfully.

"Her name is Alisha. She is from London but her family belongs to pakistan. We are in same university and we are together for last two and half months!!" He told me

"Im happy for yo-" I said but cut off in between

"Hey what is the chatting topic?" Riaz said from behind

"Nothing! Just catching up with each other's lives. where the others?

"They are coming! I'm gonna get rope from the store room" Riaz said

"Rope? Why?" I asked confusing

"Beacause We are playing the Tug of War!!" He replied and run behind to get the rope. Uh-oh

So aisha is not playing but she divide us in two teams Me, Zain and Riaz we are in one team.

Faiz, Heena and sartaj are the other team.

"Guys please I don't want to play!" This is like 58th time I said it but they all just ignore me or argue with me about not playing.

"Can you stop saying this? We heard you already!!" Heena told me and got the rope.

"Okay take the rope and stand in order as I say the names Faiz then heena then Sartaj and other team Sahiba then Riaz then Zain" aisha announced

"Guys i-" I open my mouth but sartaj didn't let me finish "yeah we know you don't wanna play this now shut up"

We all stand as we were told holding the rope in our hands and there's a red mark between our teams. Me and faiz were facing each other which was making me uncomfortable. Thanks to aisha's brilliant order idea.

"Ready?? go!!'" Aisha scream

We all start to pull the rope to ourselves. I was trying to pull with my full strength. I look up at faiz he was looking at me but he looked away and pull the rope harder I wasn't paying attention to the game or rope I was just looking at him. And suddenly the rope got pulled by the other team I lost my balance and next moment I found myself laying on faiz. I fall on him because their team pull the rope and I got pulled with the rope too. Faiz is on the ground and im on him. My both hands are on his chest, his right hand is on my waist Our faces are inches away. We were looking at each other. Into each other's eyes his eyes are so beautiful so deep.

Few moments have passed we are still looking into each other's eyes.

"Any chances for kiss?" Riaz said squating down staring at us. which causes me jump off. I stand up from him then he stand. What I was doing?

"Are you okay?" I asked him concernly and he walk away. Seriously

Now this is too much. I can't take this any longer I'm asking if he is okay and just walk away. I walk behind him I found him in the kitchen standing front of the refrigerator drinking water.

"What is your problem ?" I yelled

"Excuse me??" He said raising him eyebrows

"Listen if you angry about your shirt I already said sorry for ruining it I didn't did this on purpose, I made mistake and I'm saying sorry and you are ignoring my apologies! I know we always fight and you don't like me but now it's not the same anymore and I'm trying why can't you see my efforts?" I said in anger but then I just close my eyes and sighed.

Start to speak "fight with me or argue with me but it weirdly feels strange when you don't talk because I don't know what have I done to make you ignoring me or hating me?"

He just stand there listening to me. After I finish talking There is silence between us I feel my eyes burning what the hell tears start to fill in eyes so I just run upstairs in my room and locked myself. Tears start to running from my eyes. Why am i so sensitive these days? I cry easily, i might be overthinking everything i don't like this