✓ Important news, goodbye Mother.

July 29, 2013.

My father's lawyer read me the will, my father strangely has left my life almost resolved, so much that I cannot even accept it.

I have a trust of almost a million dollars, I took away the house, the apartment and the cars that he left me.

I had no idea even about this, I was totally stunned by all this information.

"So I shouldn't worry about working?" The lawyer nods.

"But there is a problem you must solve." I don't like his seriousness.

"What's up Richard?" Gema asks scared.

"Well, your mother has a large debt with the bank, I request a loan with a large amount and the only thing I could return of what she asked for was only a 74 installment that you must deposit." she announces pointing to the bank's demand paper .

"Oh my god." Gema squeals.

"You could pay that debt with what your father left you, and you wouldn't have existential problems." He extends some papers to me.

No, I can't do this to Carlos, if I didn't think of taking that money, I won't take it to fix Rose's problems. The only thing I can do is work.

"I'm going to sell this house and I'll work to pay that debt." My spirits are on the ground, but the minimum strength I have I will take to move forward and fulfill my purpose.

"As you want, but I must tell you that it is not easy to collect so much money in a month." Richard looks at me with pity and beyond liking me, I want to run.

"Richard, I will help Colette, I think that with what she works and does more she will achieve." Gem speaks determinedly and causes me nostalgia.

After that I continued with my plans, I had to fulfill my promise. But before taking the course to comply with that, he had to say goodbye.

The California State Psychiatric Center was open for family visits. I walk slowly towards the reception, it was a horrible place, it just was.

I took in all the air that my lungs let me retain, and then expelled it with great heaviness. I get closer and closer to the reception of the place, when he came to see the receptionist is looking at me with indifference and annoyance.

"Good afternoon, Rose Galvan." He commented suspiciously.

"Hello, there is only one hour left to visit. Go right there will be a watchman" he announces pointing the direction I should take.

I walk by where the receptionist told me and indeed there is a watchman in a narrow door. I look at him before, but he just smiles.

"I need you to give me your bag, also take out everything you have of metal." I seat obediently.

I take off my rings, take out my phone and finally my rings, I hand it over to him and then he leads me through the door, which doesn't ring.

"Take this pass, when you finish your visit you must go through the other side where your things will be delivered to you again."He hands me a card." Have a good day. "

I continue on my way, further on there is a large room that is full of people, I keep opening my eyes when I see the number of sick people in this place.

I search the crowd and there is no sign of Rose, I go to one of the guards of the place to see if they know where she is.

"Hi, I wanted to know where Rose Galvan is." I speak with some annoyance.

Being here was not to my liking and if it were up to me I would not be in this unpleasant place.

"She is isolated, the poor thing is very sick in the head." She says softly. "Are you her relative?"

"Yes, could I see her?" Asked directly.

"Sure, come with me." He points to me to follow him.

The man wanted to start a conversation but it turns out that I was not so excited about the idea, he intuitively shut his talking mouth.

It was time, I was going to see her for the last time in this life, this situation was extremely strong for me but I have a promise to keep and I will do it at all costs.

The man will open the door to the room in front of us, my hands are shaking and it's not because of my nerves the only thing I feel for her is resentment.

He tells me to come in, I doubt it for a moment I was very afraid, not of her but of me.

"I leave you alone, remember that when the alarm sounds, you must go out."

He leaves the door closed, I look around the room so bright, there were two windows that overlooked a beautiful garden, you could see some people walking around the place. The room was not that big but it is spacious enough for one person, it was very neat as well as being very warm, the walls were white, the room was just nice, Rose was in a corner of the room looking down.

Her aura was totally black, quite the opposite of what her room represents, she did not know she had a good view of her head or she was only pretending, but to guess only one.

"Hol ... hi." I speak doubtfully.

She doesn't say anything, she's just sitting there staring at the ground. I wanted to yell at him for a moment but they would throw me out without thinking twice, and I don't want that to happen because I want to tell him everything he deserves.

"It doesn't matter if you don't speak, this will be quick." I look for the chair that is left over from the table in the corner.

I take the chair away enough to be away from her and that she can hear me.

'When I said you were my shooting star I meant it, I'll explain why. "He took a little air and expelled it quickly." Shooting stars illuminate the life of each person, showing how beautiful and warm they can be. "

"They excite you with that story that if at some point you can make a wish with a shooting star, anyone would ask for something at their convenience and I am no exception. But let's leave that aside, mother. Or do you prefer me to tell you Rose?

She looks up for the first time, and I hold it angrily. And staring at her I begin to speak again, challenging her to keep listening. "

"I will have the rest of my life wondering why, but then I will go crazy with it. He was so perfect, a caring man, tall and naive. You, you are the opposite of him. He hated you so much, I never thought he hated I could consume my soul until there was nothing left, I hope you never regret all this, I hope you enjoy it so much, that everything you did to us causes you eternal happiness. "

Every word I blurted out, she seemed to hear it very well. It bothered me immediately when I noticed a slight smile from her, it was so sinic that it made me lose my temper. But that wasn't what made me feel even worse than I was.

"Daughter, do not talk about him as if he were alive, because he is dead and you should leave him as I left him, perfectly dead." He emphasizes the last words, smiling shamelessly.

I half smile, she shuts up when she sees my reaction, my reaction stunned her.

"Yes, dead to you, but in my being it is more alive than anything, I just thank you for giving me so many reasons to get away from you, I'm going to leave this place that has caused me so much damage. A little, she looks at me carefully." Now I have to work to pay your debt, it is a great madness all you owe, perhaps he could not give you a cup of coffee, sincerely being in love with that man hurt your mind, and The most terrible thing is that he never gave you a position in his life, how pathetic you are. "

"At least you won the position of lover, don't you think? Ha ha ha. Shooting star, I wish with all my heart that you never stop loving that man, and see how he gives the position to the only woman he has. my love."

"Shut up, you have no right to talk to me like that." He mutters, that's his biggest pain.

"I hope that Mrs. Celeste can hear your jealousy eating away at your being, I hope and hope you see how they succeed and continue with their normal life and you rot here." I take the strength that I lack." Goodbye Mother, have a very happy evening. "

"Shut up, he's mine, only mine." I get up from the chair to go. "I'm the love of her life, she doesn't have what I have."

"Don't make me laugh, he's much better than you and that burns you." He left the place almost running.

I heard him shouting things that I couldn't understand, I walked slowly, and visualized how they went to Rose's room.

My soul was shattered, I hope this ends quickly, that the years come quickly so that I can fulfill the promise of being able to leave with my father. My place is to be by your side, because here on earth I no longer belong.