I won't be shocked, if they have the same personality I guess?. She said, she also want to be an Author. So that she can also share the problems she got. Less burden.
I also tease her, what could be the possible outcomes of the story she wrote. And what do you think, could happen if they do the same thing she do.
"You know what, Acqui. " I faced at Kevin
" What is it? "
" Zach is suffering from now. " He said while staring at me directly.
" What do you mean? " I just roam around my eye so that I can't see the sad feelings of it.
" He's now suffering , we don't know how to do it. Even though, we always have him. There is always a wall for us. He doesn't want us to be involved in the dark. If we can do it on our own, I don't want to involve you from this but I don't have a choice. "
I stiffened to the last sentence of what he said.
" You mean , you want to used me? So that , he can express the darkness of him? " Because of shock, I could hear my sarcastic tone.
Never in my entire life. But my other side, want to help also.
" I'll think about it. "
He force a smile at me.
" You can also benefits with this. "
" What are you talking about? "
" I know you are already falling from him. You have a chance, that he could love you, the way you love him. The blessing is in your hands Acqui , don't you grabbed? "
" Even though I'm already falling, you don't have to use my feelings towards him. I can help , but my feelings are not part of it. "
" I know some of girls out there, Acqui. I know you're the same with them. You should grabbed it. "
" I'm sorry , Kevin we are not the same. Please put that on your mind. " I said while calming down
Even though I have a feelings for him, I don't have to make an excused. I don't want to sacrifice my feelings.
After a couple of hours, no one dare to talk. Gino is now coming to us
I don't know, what happened to him. But for me, I think this is my problem too. Thinking about those scene's , I already know stress is coming. What if they become real, I don't think I can handle those. I don't want to be crazy.
I took a deep breath before Kevin talk.
" I'm sorry Acqui. But please , help me. " He said
I took a deep breath again, before I face Gino. Because I know he'll convince me to do it.
" So Kevin already said it to you, Acqui. " Gino said
" I'll help without my feelings involved, I don't want to take advantage of the problem you'll facing right now. I hope you understand. And I'm going to think about it too. I don't want to regret it too, Gino. "
He just nod.
A silent came in for us.
I received a call from Sky.
( Hey Acqui, where are you? We are here at the front mall. Wait —what? Athella , your too stubborn. Wait Acqui, I'll go outside . España de Restaurant. We're hungry, can you make it fast to go here. Bye— )
" Gino , it takes to long? " I asked
" You're hungry? Wait I'll call them."
I nod.
Zach incircle his hand to my waist.
" Where's your friends? " He glanced at me
" España de Restaurant. "
In a minute, we are here already. I can't imagine how hungry they are. Seriously?
I smirked.
" Took you so long! " Dweyne glanced
" Ouch! "
" What happened, Dweyne? " Athella asked
" It is just an ant. " Grinned
" Ant? Seriously? "
" Just don't mind him guys , let's eat. " I smiled wide at him
Dweyne is really—
" Zach , Acqui is not a fan of sweets. " He raised his brows
" Oh! I don't know that—
" It's okay Zach, maybe for now. I'm going to eat sweets. " Smirked
" Ah okay. "
Maybe they already feel the tension, towards me and Dweyne then Athella create a topic.
" You three is really famous at Dellã. One of my friends really want to have some pictures of you. " She amazed
" We can't stop them for that Athella. " Saad ni Zach.
" At first I thought that, Nostegious University is your school. "
" Nostegious University is not my type. " Gino said while looking at Us
" Of course Nostegious is full of geniuses, right Acqui? "
" Yeah. That's why your not qualified. And I heard , you three are block listed. "
" Hahaha yeah, Kevin and I did something wrong. Zach shouldn't be one of us, but he insist. " Sabi pa ni Gino
" Too many Don't s. So because of it, they are the one who adjust. "
" Really? " Zach look shocked
" Stranger's. "
Athella said is true, full of don't s . Just like what I said earlier, we just want us to be secured.
" Is it, everyday? " Zach ask Athella
" Not everyday , sometimes if they don't have so much activities. " Athella said.
" so true. Because of boredom, I always dragged Acqui there. Also it's her time to see her crush."
Until they already know my crush. Really? They have to bring the past here?
" Don't worry Zach, it's already in the past. Right, Acqui?. "
I forced a smile to them, even though I want to kill them alive.
Zach look at me directly, to see my reaction.
" You're going home, after? " He asked
" Yes. I haven't finished the Sketches. "
" Can I see it?"
" I'll just take a picture of it. "
" Sweet. Are you in a relationship already? " Sky
" Sky did you forgot, Acqui is not a fan of relationship thing. And Tito will be mad, if she do it. "
" Oh I forgot. So you two, don't have a label? "
" Sky. We're just friends. Nothing more, nothing less. " I said.
" What if— " Athella didn't finish when Kevin interrupt her.
" Give her the privacy she want. Even though , you're too close for her. But she need privacy too. And if I am at her stage , I'll be embarrassed and ashamed. Your her friend , be a friend. " Kevin walkout
Should I be thankful for that? Maybe I should. He save me for the embarrassment of them.
I find Kevin when I went outside. But of course I don't have to suffer myself because I already see him at the Ice Cream shop
" I know , you'll be here. "
" Thank you, Kev. You always fulfill the promise you made. " I said it to him
" Of course, I am your Best Friend. A Best Friend , who'll be the one to protect you. Even if, it can kill me too. " He said
He handed me the other Ice Cream.
" I'm sorry for being so—
" I understand, Kev. "
" So many problems, I got. Then in just a snap, you're my weakness but you leave me too. "
We're too young for that. We're too young to face those problems.
I tear from his eyes, never escape from me. I hugged him, the way I missed him.
" I'm sorry, because of what happen you already build a wall between us. "
I smiled for him even though, I can't fulfill my promise .