After

play:For the lover that I lost-sam Smith

NORA'S POV

It's true what they say,if you don't fight for those you love you lose them,its been seven years,and God have I grown,I'm not where I want to be,but I'm grateful for growth,after everything that happened with victor,my mental health took a terrible blow,depression,PTSD,anxiety,every emotion that I'd tried so hard to suppress came rushing,my academics suffered.

I didn't have much of a social life before, but now I was basically a recluse,my friendship with the girls suffered,year after year we grew apart,and I had to see my schools counselor,therapy was really helpful,I started to focus on the more important things,school,and no I still didn't go to church,but I studied my bible,I believed the truth wasn't taught in those churches,and I'd prefer to have a personal relationship with God,and he really helped me.