Prologue

My names Marcelo I'm 18 i go to Edwards Catholic high school in Texas San Antonio and i have 4 siblings and i can't stand being here anymore.

Is it bad that i don't want to stay in the home town that i lived my whole life in, i feel no connection to this place even though my family and friend are here, but i guess the heart ache, lies, nightmares and the constant abuse outweighed the good memories that I've made throught the my childhood of my life.

How to do even tell your family all this without them saying your mental or insane?

How do i tell my mother the one person that I'll miss the most out of this drama that I'm leaving and never coming back even though I'll break my being for leaving her and my siblings, but i know it's the right thing to do is to leave.

I guess your wondering why does a person that has his whole life in Texas want to leave so bad, what was so bad that leaving is his only option to keep himself from having a mental break down.

I'll tell you my whole story from beginning to end, mady you'll agree with me, but mady you won't but that doesn't mean I'll change my mind or what i have done.