Chapter 21

Denise point of view ...

I was surprised by what King did earlier, to be honest my heart seemed to soften.

My heart is beating so fast until now. To this day I still remember everything he did earlier in the cemetery.

I don't know what happen to me now. But all I know is that I was a fool before seeing King's face.

Fuck this! I don't know what to do right now. I want to erase in my mind its content now. But how can I do that?

That man is very handsome. Yeah! I admit it. Fuck it!

Fuck this feeling right now. I hate him and I should not think of him. Babaero and I will only get hurt in the end.

As early as possible I have to fight the pest I feel this way. Yes! I have a feeling to him. Yeah! I fucking admit it!

I'm so fucking inlove with him. I hate this fucking feeling. I shouldn’t be feeling this. I do not want this.

"You look upset?" ani Selena. I am in the dorm now and miracle because Selena is also here.

I don't want to talk to her. I might just ruin my day with this woman. Earlier, my day was ruined because of King. Because of that fuckboy.

I ignored Selena. I sat on my bed and picked up the book lying on the mini table next to my bed.

I opened it and read. This is a love story. I just bought it yesterday at the mall.

"Do you like King?" I lifted my gaze to Selena. I folded the book I was holding and frowned at her.

"I don't want to hear her name. So keep quiet!"

I got up immediately and went to the bathroom. When I was at the door I turned to Selena who was looking at me badly.

"I don't like him, So shut up! Don't talk to me if it's just about him."

After I said that I went into the bathroom and faced the mirror.

Something dark was forming under my eyes. This is the result of my not sleeping last night. Because that's what King thought.

Why is he still there? I don't want to be hurt like mommy. I don't want to fool a man who can only give me pain.

I took the Soap out of my container and I washed it. I'll just go to the field first. Kian will also go there and it will be perfect.

Kian is a good boy. He's loving and caring. He took care of all his girlfriends that I saw.

Actually he's my ideal man. Hopefully if ever there is a man for me it is like Kian.

And in all my ideals. King was nothing there. King is a heartless man. I do not want to join the list of those he fooled here at the University.

I don't want to fool him. He's a fuckboy like daddy. If I hit him, it would be as if I forgave daddy for all the cruelty he did to mommy.

I will never forgive him for what did do to mommy. Because he hurt mommy, mommy got sick because of it.

And because of it. Mommy died carrying the pain she was feeling. Mommy don't deserve it. Is she too kind and loving and will she experience that?

I also can't forgive daddy's mistress. She is a cheap woman because she flirt my daddy.

I will never forget what he did to my mommy.

To be continued..