What Does He Mean? (An Original Song)

[Talking]:

I never did think about it

I mean sure the days go by and He's on my mind

But I never did think about it

I say He's my top priority

That nothing could ever change the way I feel

The way I think

And the way I look at Him

...but I never did have the right words to explain that

I didn't think they'd be good enough

That I couldn't express it enough

Or that they would ever be enough

I got a bunch a words and always time to spare

A heavy message full circle and endless care....

[Song Lyrics]:

In my head..STOP (2x)

My body rocks (2x)

Have no way out

Waterless drought

Sit here and rot

Away...

He comes like a thief

No room for sleep

I barely eat when we first meet

Could not say hi

Could not say hey

But He still was here

Never astray...

I don't know it

I don't know Him

[Main Chorus]:

I thought I was here!

I thought I was near!

I thought it was clear

But now I am lost

Cower inside

Stuck in my mind

Will I survive?

Am I alive?

Will I die?

(A few beats before the next verses)

In time I grew

Long overdue

Issues haunt me more than not

But I know He's there

I know He cares

And that's why I have to try

I'm giving in

I'm giving Him

All that I can

Strong hand in hand

I didn't know Him

Now I can let Him in

I didn't know it

Don't have to be perfect

[Back To Main Chorus]:

I thought I was here!

I thought I was near!

I thought it was clear

I still find myself lost

Cower inside

Stuck in my mind

Will I survive?

Yes, will I survive?

YEAH, I will survive

Cause I'm still alive

No time to die

....

Cause I hold Him high

....

God gave me truth, God is the key

For all that He means to me