Hello,
Where are you now? What have you done? What are you thinking? What day is it? Is it too much? Fine. Then, go. Stop yourself, and go. Turn everything off. Close your door. Sit down right now. Close your eyes...and breathe. Breathe deeply, breathe soundly, just breathe. Move slowly as you lift your head up. There's the ceiling, the sky, the clouds, the atmosphere. And then, through every barrier, there is Him.
Chaos, betrayal, heartbreak, war, is a nasty dark and feisty storm. Pain, sadness, anger, vengeance, turmoil, is all that forms. He knows that. He sees that. He settles that. The hoops we go through feels unrecognized. Like we are being abandoned. But, those hoops create perseverance. Perseverance builds character. Character that was formerly unknown. Unknown to all except Him. For we are not given temptations and challenges that we cannot handle. It is what develops us into becoming who we are created to be. He is our Center. Admist everything surrounding us, He keeps us calm. He keeps us grounded. He keeps us purely raw. And, it is through His Beloved Son that we shall overcome.