I told Jeyhun that I liked him. He hasn't said anything to me about it. We are still hanging out together and everything seems to be the same as before. I wonder if I am scaring him away by confessing. He looked like he had tears in his eyes. He likes right? But he hasn't said anything yet. Yohan also hinted at this as well. He does try to ignore me as much as possible unless we are hanging with Yohan. When I try to invite him on dates, he makes it a group thing. He doesn't drink much either. We still socialize normally.
Jeyhun also flinches when I try to touch him. I am getting really sad. I think confessing to him wasn't the best option. The department social is getting depressing.
"You guys, I'm going to the bathroom. I'll be back."
"Hey Jeyhun, don't take too long, were just getting started."
"Okay, Okay."
I am going to wait for a few minutes and then follow him so we can talk to in private. Seriously, what's going on with him? My feelings are confused about the situation. Should I be sad or should I be mad? Well, I suppose that would depend on his answers to my confession. It hurts me that an Omega that I have laid down with is avoiding me. It's quite frustrating to be honest. Hm, it's been about 5 mins.
"Jeyhun, are you still in here?"
I wonder if he's still here. Which stall is he in.? Hmm.
"Jeyhun?"
-barf-
-knocking- "Jeyhun, is that you in there? Are you okay?"
"Taesung? Is that you?"
How is he this wasted? I didn't see him drink that much. Unless he was partially drunk when he arrived. Sigh. Jeyhun, you make me worry needlessly.
"Yes, it's me. Are you okay?"
"Yeah, I'm -BARF- I'm fine."
-knocking- "Please let me in."
-opens door- "I am okay. But I think I need to go home."
"Ok. Let me take you home."
I don't think this is the best time to be asking him why he acting this way. Jeyhun just might get agitated.
"Hey guys, I'm going to take Jeyhun home. He way too drunk to continue. Let Yohan know that I took him home please."
"You are the perfect gentlemen. As always."
"Sure thing. Later, Taesung."
He looks very sick. I will stop at the convenience store and get him some hang over medicine. Ah. Perfect timing, he fell asleep. Let me go in there now. Found it. Now I just need to pay for it and leave. Huh? What the hell. Where is he? -looking around- When did he wake up and why did he leave the car? Is he that drunk, he didn't notice I got him out the bar? Jeyhun, where are you. Please let him be okay.
"JEYHUN! JEYHUN, WHERE ARE YOU?"
I have to find him. There are a lot of Alphas out tonight, who will be looking for Omegas like Jeyhun, pretty and drunk. I kill anyone who puts their hands on my precious Omega. I hope he comes to his senses soon. Jeyhun. -grrrr- Where are you?
"Hey, aren't you a pretty Omega."
"Stop! Get your hands off me!"
"Stop fighting, bitch! You're parading your pheromones everywhere."
"Stop! Please! STOP IT" (Taesung help me) -sniffle-
CRASH!!
"GET YOUR FILTHY ALPHA HANDS OFF OF HIM!!"
CRASH! BANG! POW!
"What's going on?"
"Let's get out of here. I hate dominant Alphas."
"Jeyhun, Jeyhun are you okay Why did you leave the car?
-crying- "TAESUNG!" -sniffle-
"It's okay, I got you. You safe now!
"Taesung, can we go to your place? I don't want to be alone."
"Okay. I'll hold you tonight."
He is shaking so much. I am so pissed off. His pheromones are pretty strong. But he drunk so I am not sure he can control it. Those bastards! Grrrr. They ran off after I defeated two of them. The nerve of them to put their dirty hands on him. This is the second time some stupid ass Alphas tried to take advantage of him. It's those type of alphas who give the good ones a bad rep. If only I could mark him as mine. Sigh. I can't it without his consent. That will make me just like those dirty Alphas.
BEEP. BEEP. BEEP!
I need to clean him up and put him to bed. I will try to wake him up. And get him in the bath. But let me get the bath ready first. I managed to buy bath bombs that smell like Cherry Blossoms. It's his scent and I love it. So, I want to smell him all the time. Sounds kind of weird. Ah. What am I a creep? Heh.
"Hey Jeyhun, wake up, I have a warm bath for you. I will wash you…. up."
What? Why is he naked? Okay. Let me carefully get him to the bath. Oh whoa! His skin is so smooth and beautiful. Tan like a sandy beach. The freckles on his shoulder too. -kiss- No. No. Taesung. I can't do this while he is in this state. I have some spare pajamas. I'll get them. And put him to bed. But his legs are long and elegant. His waist is small and delicate. I feel like I could break him if I was too rough. No. Why am I thinking of something like that and right now. Anyways, let's get him to sleep.
"Hmmm. Where am I?"
"Jeyhun, are you feeling better?"
"Taesung! What are you doing here?"
"Um, you're at my place. You said you wanted to come to my place and you didn't want to be alone."
"Oh. Right. Thank you for saving me Taesung."
"No problem. Well you get some rest. I'll be in the living room. Call me if you need anything."
Before I could leave, he grabbed me by the wrist. The look on his face said he didn't want me to leave. If I had to be close to him right now, I wouldn't be able to control myself. After what happened in the alley, I couldn't manage to do something like that too him.
-kiss- I'm not going anywhere. You don't have to be scared. I will not leave you.
I could never leave your side. That why when the time is right, I will properly to ask you to be mine. I will mark you so that no Alpha like the ones you just encountered can bother you. I will protect you with my life. Once you are mine, I will cherish you forever.
Jeyhun, My Omega.