PROLOGUE

Everything seems fine. Life is always what it used to.But in front of me was the man I have always prayed and love for ,the man who stole my heart that I never wanted to get it back through.But why did it change ? Why did I feel that I didn't even  exist ,just like there's nothing happen between us,that there's No US?

Is this what love means? After those long memories with so much happiness then it just turn like this?

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I saw him now kissing in the hallway with his new girlfriend drastically it hurts like hell. I was so stunned and my heart froze for a minute but I need to get him and most importantly stole his heart again  just like what he did to mine as well.

"Xion? Babe please talk to me... ,please?" I beg with all of my best just to get him back ,just to be with his warm arms again ,I will take all the risks just to get him back.

"What?! Are you insane ? Or you just such a dimwit? How many times I've told you that I don't even love you ,THAT I DON'T EVEN LOVE A SINGLE ABOUT YOU!! NOW, GET THE HELL OUT OF ME!!"he blurted with his calloused comments that kills me inside.

He start kissing with his new girl just in front of me ,acting that I don't even exist and nothing happens .But still I don't even care ,call me anything you want because I don't even give a damn ,all I want is Xion in my life I know it sounds preposterous but thats actually what  love is right? To fight and sacrifice so Im going to do it now just to prove the meaning of love and to show the vastness of love he even once told and evinced me.

"Babe I wont , all I want you is to comeback with me again ..please tell me what's wrong because I promise that we can sort out of it ,together.. please be  with me again" I retorted and luckily the rain starts to drop joining the feeling and as well as my tears flowed down my cheeks.I wonder why rain always came especially when I'm pain.I'm starting to love it though..

"CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND? I DONT WANT YOU AND LOVE YOU ASLEIGH!!"

he replied with his usual impassive look.

And I can't take this anymore I leaned forward to kiss him infront with a bunch of students in the university.I expected him to kiss me back but it didn't came...

I only just  felt my bottom hurts and find myself lying  in the ground because of sudden force exerted to push me triumphantly.And I've heard some quibbling around , murmurs and laughs that they found it something hilarious.

"You're so full to yourself oh little Gross, Pathetic,and Disgusting girl. Don't be such vain ..Xion never loves you and he will never will!!! Put that in your small wit , if there is ?!! "her new girlfriend  said with his vomiting look as if she ate a stinky food .And after that they both walk away from me.

But it didnt strucked me out so I ran towards him and grabbed his hand incontinentley. And because of my sudden action, he totally faced me. I saw the hurt and piteous in his eyes .I'm pretty sure that I'm not hallucinating or its an  illusions as well.... I know that he's inlove with me I can see and feel it ..

"Xion don't leave me, please.I can't bear the thought of losing you Xion. I' m so inlove with you and I dont even care of everything even the world can't stop it ,I know it sounds excessive but how it's my love goes with you ..It's exaggerating if only I could ceased it , I will.. but I do know that you love me, right? I can see and feel  it in your eyes  ..please Xion ? Dont leave me..." I beg and cry as I kneeled down just to make him stay with me. I just don't care the persons judgements , I don't even care if I sound so desperte because love can do anything ,even if it gives you so much pain and leaves you smirched in your whole life. Since LOVE is mighty and dictatorial.

"ASLEIGH STOP THAT  INTELLIGIBLE IDEAS, WILL YOU? I REALLY THOUGHT YOUR SMART ! AREN'T YOU? THEN PROVED THIS TO ME  BECAUSE I ALSO DON'T DAMN CARE ABOUT THAT LOVE THING ,KAY? SO STOP FOLLOWING AND LOVING ME FROM NOW ON ..LET'S FORGET ABOUT US THOUGH IN THE FIRST PLACE WE'RE NOTHING AND REMEMBER YOU LOVED ME SOLITARY ,ITS NOT MUTUAL SO DON'T YOU EVER DARE TOUCH AND PLEASE.. JUST PLEASE IMPROVED THAT VACUOUS MIND OF YOURS!"he bawled at me with his very pissed look but still the tears that shed in his eyes can't escaped my sight ...he cried .....he cried because he lied that he doesn't love me but the truth is he is....he cried because he admitted it in the wrong way ,and he's in pain too.. I can feel it....

"Xion please don't hurt yourself ,babe i know that its partly in the contrary right ?? Babe please tell me why are you crying ? Xion I know that I'm still here"as I put my hand on his shoulder  and pointed his heart languidly because I'm so conceited with his answer now and astonished as well.

But he removed my hand instantly and excruciatingly away from him  .." I SAID DONT YOU EVER DARE TOUCH ME OR A SINGLE PART OF YOU ASLEIGH !! BECAUSE I HATED YOU FOR PETES SAKE!! CONCEITED MUCH HA??? WELL THEN IT'S TIME FOR YOU TO KNOW ,I DONT CARE IF YOU GET HURT AT ALL COZ' ALL I JUST NEED IS TO GET RID ON YOU.. ASLEIGH GEORGINA Perez ! I'M NOT INLOVE WITH YOU COZ I ONLY JUST USE AND PLAYED YOU NOTHING MORE ,NOTHING LESS ...SO NOW,GET OUT OF MY SIGHT WILL YOU? "he shouted catatonically and leave me. Maybe this time,it made sense that Xion Charles Melendez  just fooled me.

I dont know but my tears keep flowing continuously just  like the rain that keep dropping until it's over ,until there's no burdensome  and ponderous plunders left ..

"This is not the end of my life Xion  because this will be the   beginning.

I can start my new life and forget these all, and these all will be a piece of yore for my tomorrow memoir.

Xion Charles Melendez your'e such a cheater, roguish and a fatuous kind of concoction.

You're nothing but just my horridness imagination.

And an evaniscence of my endless morphological dreams.

Dony worry Xion Charles Melendez because this will be the last of the last I will beg and yowl for you.

I will never ever waste my precious tears on you anymore"I oathed and run as fast as I can to avoid him from now on.

I don't know where my feet brought me but i know that this will be the best way to get away out of him ..Though , this is what he really wants right? , to be out of his sight.

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I felt so exhausted reason of crying but they all say that crying is healing .Just like the rain embracing me with his touch ,i dont care if my vestments was soaked up as long as i felt the relief because it condoles me from the pain i suffered now, the witness of my agonizing.

I felt numb all over my body especially my feet ,it didnt get tired of running ,my eyes didnt get weary as if its not crying all the way round.

Nevertheless I didnt even notice what  time is it now ,all I can see the clear terrestrial  dark night with glorious full moon and luminous and glittering stars  that makes a beauteous view above.

There so amazing and beautiful sight. I love darkness because I remember my father's words for me.

Darkness will provides the respite of the anxiety of light while light is just an intricate network of shallow thoughts and fades the depth. He thought me that no matter how dark the moment  ,beautiful things are always possible.

I was about to continue running but  the car's headlights gets my eyes and I can't clearly see the vision around me that made me stop but before I could even react I got hit by a car straightway ......

And I dont even know what happened next because everything gets blurry........

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But this Vastness of Love I felt for Xion never been extirpated.