Chapter 36 Yearning Desire

Deming had been waiting his whole life for someone who loved him unconditionally, and he finally found that person. Will he leave and start over? Or shall he take a few steps back, back into the arms of the only one who truly loves him. Deming stood there; memories of the past flashed through his mind like gentle raindrops in spring. Then he turned around and ran into Guozhao Zhiqiang's arms. For Deming, being held in Guozhao Zhiqiang's arms has always been the safest place.

Deming's new height can only reach Guozhao Zhiqiang's chest. Guozhao Zhiqiang, who stood at six feet two inches tall, Deming can no longer stand on tiptoe like before, and his lips will touch Guozhao Zhiqiang's lips. He said softly, "Lower down your head." Guozhao Zhiqiang lowered his head. Deming stood on tiptoe, put his arms around Guozhao Zhiqiang's neck, and kissed him on the lips. Deming didn't know how long they had been kissing, but his toes begun to hurt by the roughness of the rocks in the pond. He decided not to kiss Guozhao Zhiqiang anymore. He pulled himself away from Guozhao Zhiqiang. "Are you feeling warm?"

Guozhao Zhiqiang scoffed softly, "Yeah, it's much warmer." He hugged Deming tightly in his arms. "Sit down, I'll wash your hair for you."

Deming was sitting on a rock, and Guozhao Zhiqiang began to wash his hair. Then he took a deep breath and exhaled.

Guozhao Zhiqiang asked, "What's wrong?"

Deming sighed and asked, "Aren't you bothered by this body?"

Guozhao Zhiqiang said, "No." He continued to wash Deming's hair.

Deming frowned, "This is not the body you once loved. I am much shorter than the original me."

Guozhao Zhiqiang hugged Deming from behind and said softly, "I love you from the bottom of my heart, not because of your appearance. I love you because of the way you make me feel when I am close to you. I will love you in any shape and form, just because you're still my Deming."

Deming turned around and looked into Guozhao Zhiqiang's eyes. He reached out and touched Guozhao Zhiqiang's face. He smiled with tears and said, "Thank you for loving me."

Guozhao Zhiqiang felt a familiar touch from Deming's hands. Deming touched his face, still exactly the same as it was thirteen years ago. He picked Deming up, put Deming on his lap, and started kissing Deming again. His hands undid Deming's belt as he stuck his tongue down Deming's throat. His tongue intertwined with Deming's.

Guozhao Zhiqiang stuck his right hand behind Deming's back and reached for Deming's back door. Guozhao Zhiqiang inserted a finger into Deming's back door and thrust slowly. Deming moaned but still kissed Guozhao Zhiqiang anyway. After a while, Guozhao Zhiqiang inserted his second finger in, which made Deming moan even more.

Guozhao Zhiqiang picked up Deming with his right hand, and his two fingers were still in Deming's back door. Deming's legs were tightly wrapped around Guozhao Zhiqiang's waist. Guozhao Zhiqiang carried Deming and walked towards one of the larger rocks. Guozhao Zhiqiang took off Deming's pants when he got to the big rock. Guozhao Zhiqiang's hands held onto Deming's buttocks. Guozhao Zhiqiang then slowly lowered Deming's buttocks toward his hard member.

Deming moaned in pain, when the tip of Guozhao Zhiqiang's member entered Deming's backdoor. Deming said softly, "Please be gentle, this body is still a virgin."

Guozhao Zhiqiang kissed Deming's on his lips, "I know."

Guozhao Zhiqiang slowly lowering down Deming's body inch by inch. Deming bit Guozhao Zhiqiang's left shoulder, and the members of Guozhao Zhiqiang penetrated deeper inside Deming's backdoor. Guozhao Zhiqiang took his time slowly inserting until his entire member entered Deming's back door. Guozhao Zhiqiang slowly thrusts. Deming came back to his senses and kissed Guozhao Zhiqiang.

Deming felt like the first time he made love with Guozhao Zhiqiang in that bamboo house. He felt his back door start to itch, and there was obvious pain. Every time Guozhao Zhiqiang thrust in, he felt that his back door was full. Deming moaned heavily because of pains and pleasures. Deming looked down and saw blood mixed with water running down. He knew that it must be the blood from his back door, because when he made love with Guozhao Zhiqiang for the first time, there was also some blood.

Guozhao Zhiqiang slowly pushed his members into Deming's back door. He wanted to go faster and harder, but he was afraid that Deming would get hurt more after they made love. Deming's virgin's back door was tight, and every time he thrust in, he felt that his limbs were being massaged tightly by Deming's back door muscle wall.

Guozhao Zhiqiang thrusts quickly, and then released inside Deming's backdoor. Guozhao Zhiqiang leaned Deming against the rock, and he used his left hand to softly massage Deming's member. After a few strokes, Deming's was also released into Guozhao Zhiqiang's hand. The two of them washed up and tidied up their clothes.

Guozhao Zhiqiang looked at Deming whose cheeks were as bright as a red apple from Immortal Valley. He wasn't sure if the flushes on Deming's face was due to the pain, he caused Deming or the embarrassment of his actions. He asked, "Can you walk?"

Deming shook his head shyly.

Guozhao Zhiqiang kissed Deming on the forehead. Guozhao Zhiqiang grabbed both of their robes and gave Deming's robe to Deming. Guozhao Zhiqiang picked up Deming and carried him back to Guozhao Zhiqiang's home.

Deming put his hands around Guozhao Zhiqiang's neck and rested his head on Guozhao Zhiqiang's right shoulder. He asked, "Guozhao Zhiqiang, will you be okay with this body?"

Guozhao Zhiqiang replied, "Mm."

As soon as the two got home, Guozhao Zhiqiang carried Deming into the bedroom. Guozhao Zhiqiang took out Deming's old clothes and handed them to Deming.

Deming held his clothes and asked, "Do you still keep these?"

Guozhao Zhiqiang said, "Yes, it may be a little long, but it should be fine for one night."

Deming took off his wet pants and put on dry clothes. Deming went to the bed and lay down. Guozhao Zhiqiang picked up Deming's clothes and walked towards the door.

Deming asked quickly, "Where are you going?"

Guozhao Zhiqiang turned around and smiled at him, "I'm going to hang up your wet clothes."

Guozhao Zhiqiang opened the screen door on the left and hung Deming's wet clothes on the porch railing. He went back to the room and sat beside Deming. Deming took Guozhao Zhiqiang's right arm and leaned on Guozhao Zhiqiang's right shoulder. Guozhao Zhiqiang kissed Deming's on the head.

Guozhao Zhiqiang asked, "You know how to use the soul sacrifice spell?"

Deming, "No."

Guozhao Zhiqiang asked, "Then how did your soul enter this body?"

Deming, "If I told you I didn't know. Would you believe me?"

Guozhao Zhiqiang said, "Mm."

Deming explained, "I was waiting for you that day. I didn't go very far. Then I saw Hu Dingxiang and his personal servant talking. I don't know what they were talking about, but Hu Dingxiang seemed very angry." Deming sighed. "Then I saw Huang Wei and Dong Enlai. Huang Wei sprained his ankle and Dong Enlai was carrying him. I was taking them back to the camp. We stopped for some water. Two masked men came towards us. Dong Enlai was kicked into the water, and Huang Wei fought with the two masked men. When I went to rescue Dong Enlai from the water, he was already dead." Deming burst into tears. "I saw the boss stabbing Huang Wei's spear into Huang Wei's abdomen and pinning Huang Wei to the tree."

Guozhao Zhiqiang wiped Deming's tears, "So it was Huang Wei?"

Deming said, "I don't know. I died before him. When I woke up, I was already in this body. I stayed in Guzheng Sector for two and a half years."

Guozhao Zhiqiang asked, "How are they treating you?"

Deming softly said, "They treated me well."

Guozhao Zhiqiang, "Good."

Deming broke free from Guozhao Zhiqiang and said, "Are you going to ask who the boss is?"

Guozhao Zhiqiang said, "It doesn't matter who he is, the important thing is that you are still here."

Deming pushed Guozhao Zhiqiang away. He angrily said, "The reason why you don't want to know is because you don't want to believe that the man you've had a crush on for more than ten years would do such an evil thing, right?"

Guozhao Zhiqiang sighed and looked at Deming, "Deming...it's not like that."

Deming burst into tears and said angrily, "I know you love him."

Guozhao Zhiqiang said, "Don't get me wrong."

Deming felt that his heart was betrayed by Guozhao Zhiqiang's action. He said sadly, "But it was him, not me, that you fell in love with at first sight." He turned around and started walking away from Guozhao Zhiqiang.

Guozhao Zhiqiang quickly grabbed Deming's waist and hugged him tightly. He said, "Deming, believe it or not, the person I've always loved has always been you. No one can take your place in my heart, past, present and future." He turned Deming around to face him and wipe Deming's tears. "I know there's a lot of anger in you, don't think about it anymore. My first master once said, 'There will be people in your life who will make you angry, disrespect you, abuse you, but by releasing their shackles, those unpleasant feelings can never defeat you'." He sighed. "I promised you that from now on, I'll be the wall that keeps you away from those unpleasant emotions, uh... Leave your anger and hatred on the palm of my hands, okay?"

Deming nodded and hugged Guozhao Zhiqiang tightly. In the dead of night, the two kept hugging each other tightly, and the many lanterns down in Could City began to dim as the candlelight slowly burn out.