Chapter 7

Alex point of view

How the heck did I fuck up so bad. Damn me to hell. Now I have some girl in the booth of my car taking her back to my house. Fuck no, they can't find her body in my house, I'll take her to the safe house.

I take a left at the inter-section to start the journey to the safe house when I hear banging. I know this bitch isn't awake because I knocked her out good. I wait to hear the sound again and indeed she is banging against the booth. I stop the car. I need to calm this bitch down before she draws attention.

"help, help me, help, hel..."

"shut the fuck up bitch, if you don't want me to blow your brains out" I show her the gun, which finally shuts her up.

"please let me go please, I won't tell anyone what I saw ple..."

"and what is it that you saw?" she keeps quiet, which proves to me that she is going to open her big mouth. "I thought so" I say closing the booth but stop half way in the process as she begs again

"no please, I saw nothing, you were never there and neither was that guy you killed" and she just fucked up even more

"which guy did I kill?" she keeps quiet again "now I really can't let you go" I say finally closing th booth. She keeps banging and I finally have enough. I open it and pull her out by her hair

"ouch ouch please no" I drag her to the front of the car. It's a good thing this street is always vacant

"listen here you little brat I don't have time for yo..." the sentence gets stuck in my throat

This can't be happening. There is no way this is her. She looks older yet I can recognize this face anywhere. The face that has haunted my thoughts since the day we met.

"oh my gosh, your eyes" she exclaimed and brought me to my senses to realize that I forgot to wear my contacts. Fuck me sideways.

"what, you've never seen such eyes before. They should be the last things on your mind right now because I'm going to kill you" shit, she's making me feel again and I hate emotions. My eyes make me so insecure, not as insecure as my 'other part' but still insecure.

"you are not going to kill me because if you wanted to you would have done it a long time ago" she answers, not noticing that she is making me angry she runs her mouth even more "you are just a sad little human, one that takes out her frustrations on innocent people, do you even have a heart or is your chest void just like your ey..."

Having had enough I take out my gun, and the girl after taking notice of what the object pointed at her is, finally shuts up.

"you peace of shit. You think just because you are beautiful I won't hurt you, hesitate to put a bullet through your brain, huh?" I shout, she is so annoying, I swear to satan if she says anything stupid I'm not going to be held accountable for my actions.

"you think I'm beautiful?" what the fuck is wrong with this kid?

"is that all that you heard?" okay this child drains energy, so I finally put my gun back and let go of her.

"what is a little girl like you, doing in an alley all by herself at this time of night anyway?" I just have to ask.

"I'm not a little girl, I'm sixteen" does she think sixteen is old. Okay I have to laugh at this

"hahaha, you are barely legal, which just proves my point. So will you answer the question or not?"

"I just wanted some air" does she leave in a box?

"and you decided to get it at the alley, you've got a death wish or something?" or is she plain stupid.

"why do people always say that?" because they know better, duhh

"because they know of the dangers that are lurking around the corners, unlike you who is so oblivious and things the world is about rainbows and unicorns." She looks like a barbie, always thinking the world is a pretty place because her life is so perfect.

"you talk like someone who has experienced those dangers." She is still a kid.

"that's because I am the danger." I answer with a smile, which I realize affected her as she couldn't look me in the eye anymore, well now more than before.

"how old are you anyway?" why is she so curios, she a cop or something?

"why so curious? Is it because I'm wise for my age?" not to brag or anything

"I wouldn't know because I don't know your age" smartass

"I'm nineteen." Hmm she doesn't seem phased, which is a surprise.

"I'm desire" wow, her name fits her perfectly, as she is my desire right now, I need to leave before I do something that we'll both regret, more her than me.

"and I'm fuck off" I turn around hoping she gets the message that I'm leaving

"where are you going?" damn it child, stop making it hard for me.

"somewhere you are not" I know, harsh, but I need to leave. I get to the end of the alley and look to her one more time, embedding this beautiful creature one more time before finally leaving to do what I do best, crime.

That face is unmistakable. It left me restless for months. I avoided going back to that alley so I would not bump into her and now she is right in front of me. Lord help me, she has really grown. Finally has the body of a woman, although if I'm not mistaken she is eighteen (legal age) Shut up brain, now's not the time to get sexual. I better control myself before she notices what she is causing.

"please let me go." Her voice is so smooth. How did I not notice that before? Wait, does she even remember me? Oh lord I hope she doesn't at the same time I hope she does (kiss her) no.

"shut up" I answer softly, not sure if she heard me, I'm really trying to control myself.

"please I won't te..." I cut her off by kissing her and oh my god, I don't mean to be cliché but I feel fireworks right now. I can tell she is surprised by my actions because she is unresponsive. I push my tongue out and I caress her lips with it, still nothing. Okay she is not enjoying this.

"I'm sorry" why the fuck am I apologizing "I'm sorry" okay I am officially the world's biggest pussy. Okay I think I broke her, she's not moving. "are you okay?" silence. Okay now I'm worried "please say somethi... ouch shit you little minx" she just kicked me in the nuts "oww, come back here" where the heck is she going she doesn't know this place, she'll get lost (which should be the least of your problems) true, she could go to the cops.

"stop" she's going to get herself killed

"stop" damn she's fast.

"I said stop" finally having enough I shoot at her, but not to kill her just to make her stop, which works. She turns to me real slowly and I see tears running down her face.

"please let me go" I'm sorry but I can't do that.

"you[hiss] are one heck of a[hiss] kicker, did you know that?" she just stares at me, I don't know what I was expecting.

"now this is what is going to happen" approaching her I grab her arm, not too rough, and drag her back to the car "you will get in the backseat, sit like a nice little girl and not make a noise, if you try anything stupid I will not hesitate to kill you right here, understood" she nods "no I need you to use your words"

"understood" she replies in a small voice, which is so much better than when she is shouting

"good, now get in" I push her inside, gently of course. (pussy) really? I finally get in and look at her through the rearview mirror, as we make eye contact I show her the gun and she gulps, good, that's the reaction I was going for.

"now let's finally enjoy this ride" with her in here, that is going to be impossible. I finally drive off to the place that we should have arrived at thirty minutes ago.