Where every item has a value

She lost track of how long she's staring at the ceiling. One thing is for sure, she's starting to feel that her head throb's, her heart still felt the pain and her mind is in a mess.

Why can’t he move on, he is the one who ends things.

“He still loves me....” She is lying to herself if she admits that she didn’t felt happy but the pain is still there.

She knows that loving a person solely by emotion won’t be enough. Especially if it is Dean, love will never be enough...

Flashback...

“There is nothing you can do right now.” She stared at the floor.

“No! I cannot accept that, you once loved me.. I... I can make you love me again..” She smiled painfully.

Why every time he is near all she can feel is how painful loving this man is.

Missing him, loving him and yet not having him is something she has to endure.

“I am sorry, please stop this.” She started to walk but he grabs her arms then she hissed.