The next day at school I told Keisha about the party. I looked for Janet too but couldn't find her nor Jeremy anywhere.
"Oh yeah. Harry told me about it. He even asked Tyler if I could tag along" she said as we sat down in the cafeteria for lunch
"He did?" I asked through clenched teeth
"Yeah. He's so sweet"
I gripped my juice box so hard, it spilled
"Great" I muttered
"Where's Janet anyway?"
"Hold on. Let me call her"
I took my phone and dialed her number but it went straight to voicemail
"Maybe she's busy" Keisha shrugged
"Yeah. Maybe she is"
"Have you told Jeremy about the party?"
"Yeah" I lied
The truth is, I have no intentions to tell Jeremy about it. My subconscious just tells me not to.
If he finds out I'm going to a party especially with Harry, he'll freak out so I decided to keep it to myself. I'm also scared that he might snitch on me to my parents just for me not to go.
"Hopefully it goes well, yeah?" She said
"Hopefully"
With Me, Tyler, Harry and Keisha in the same place for three days, some sort of drama has got to happen
Janet
''Slow down'' I said laughing
Jeremy kissed my neck as we entered the janitor's closet. I laughed cause it was ticklish .
''Chill out b. I got you''
He locked the door
''Someone could have seen us'' I said.
I mean, he basically attacked me with kisses in the hallway
''Relax"
He pushed me to the wall and lifted me up. I wrapped my legs around his torso and raised my skirt up
''Are you sure about this...oh my god''
He started thrusting into me. I didn't even realize when he entered. I dug my nails into his back as he kept going.
''Oh yeah. Just like that'' he said
''Don't stop'' I moaned
A few minutes later, I felt myself reaching my high. Just as I was about to cum, he put me down
''Not yet'' he whispered
He spun me around making me face the wall. He touched my breasts without control as he grinded his hips against my ass. His hardness moved against my core...back and forth, back and forth in a fast motion
"Admit it. This is way better than Mandy" I said
"Of course. You've got more experience"
I smiled
Amanda
"Done!" I said as I finished my work before Jeremy
"That's not fair"
"Better luck next time"
After school, I decided to come over to Jeremy's house. We were currently laying on his bed doing his math homework
I suddenly remembered to tell him about Saturday. He's not going to see me on Sunday so I might as well tell him where I'm going or better still, lie.
"I forgot to tell you something. I have a programme on Saturday that my brother and I are going for?"
"Cool. What's it about?"
"I don't know yet. Something youth empowerment related"
"Will Harry be going with you?"
"Yeah"
He shook his head
"Keep your distance from him, okay? He's nothing but bad news"
I wasn't in the mood to argue so I just decided to agree with him
"Of course, I will"
"So" he started pushing our books off the bed "Now that we're done with homework, how bout we do something else?"
He leaned in and kissed me.
I held his face trying to make the kiss deeper to see if I could still feel a spark but there was nothing. Absolutely nothing
He pushed me, making me lay on my back and got on top of me
I know what he wanted but I wasn't in the mood. I don't think I'll ever be in the mood
"Don't worry. It gets better the second time" he assured me
I smiled a fake smile, letting him continue.
Later that evening, after Jeremy and I were through sealing the deal. He lay on his sides sleeping while I faced up staring at the ceiling
We were both naked. I suddenly felt ashamed of myself
I lost my virtue to someone I don't even love.
I realized that day that sex doesn't get better the second time or the third time or the fourth or as many times as you do it, if you don't love the person
It only gets worse