She wondered.
There was so many possibilities that could go wrong.
Or everything.
Her whole life was upside down.
This wasn't supposed to happen.
None of it.
Her plan was to finish college, become an interior designer, get married at 27, have her first child at 28 and have more at 29 then get married at 30. She was supposed to live in a modern 3 story house with a pool in the backyard and have two husky dogs. Have a successful husband that would love her and her kids to the ends of the earth.
He would take their children out and go to all of their soccer games and school events. Embarrass her kids infront of their boyfriends or girlfriends. Go to their children's graduation and cry tears of joy.
None of that happened.
But here she was.
Sleeping in an abandoned church which she called her home, eating food from the garbage bin. And supposedly pregnant and poor.
Not what she had ever thought in her 25 years being on this earth.
Not once
But she was hopeful.