He doesn't understand

>>>>>Ara's POV<<<<<

"tell me everything, I want you tell me everything about why did you all of this and why are you acting as a scholar instead of a royal?" Yohan asked looking for answers why I'm doing all of this

"why? You want me to tell you my reason of doing all of this?? fine I'll tell you...The truth is I've always been dreaming of living a normal life and experience what commoners feels like, I want to know what all of this commoners needs so that if I'm going to be the new queen I'll know what to do in hard situations. In short I've always want to be someone so useful" I say as I saw yohan's expression soften about my reason

"what are talking about Ara? you're useful already..." yohan said trying to cheer me up but he doesn't understand at all...after all he's someone who is always been loved by a lot of girls and has a perfect family

*sigh*"I knew it.." I mumbled

"sorry what?" yohan asked looking confused of what I mumbled, I guess he didn't hear it

"nothing...thanks for telling me I'm useful Yohan but that doesn't mean I'm stopping to act like a commoner after all I enjoy being a commoner. So I'll stay as your slave for you to shut your mouth..well then I'll excuse my self" I said as I fake a smile and excuse my self to go now to our office for the afternoon paper works

"@The Office"

"Yah! A-yeong you look pale" Yena said as she look at my from head to toe

"Really? Its just that I'm a little bit hungry" I lied even though the truth is..I'm a little bit disappointed that Yohan doesn't understand me even though he's my childhood friend

"OK then...Btw minyeok and dong-mi are going to eat dinner with us later" she said and head towards the drawers to get the papers

"wait...they're coming over!? I thought the boys aren't allowed to the girls dorm?" I asked

"huh? who told you that? of course its allowed, after all we are not like those royals who doesn't allowed men and women to visit each other at night time" Yena explained

"eh...? ok then let's finish all of this afternoon work so we can head to our dorm early" I said then proceed to do our afternoon work

~Time Skip Afternoon~

*@The Dorm Room*

"Oi! were here" minyeok and dong-mi said as they entered the room

"Yah! you two walk faster so that we can eat now I'm starving!" Yena complained

"sorry mom" minyeok teasingly said making yena looked at him in a weird way and say

"I'm not your mom"

"really yena? your the one who took care of minyeok before coming to this school right?" dong-mi also asked teasing yena

"wh– hey! im taking care of him because he's helpless!" Yena said losing her temper from this guys

"now² you two should really stop teasing Yena...she might explode because of you guys.." I stated making the three of them stop teasing each other

"Btw A-Yeong what happened earlier when you left?" dong-mi asked

"yeah A-yeong what happened? you looked like you're out of energy when you entered the office earlier.."Yena also asked and from the look of it minyeok is also curious

"I- uh....nothing really hahaha..I just helped someone, thats all" I answered faking a smile

"are you sure? One of the royals send you a letter before you left" minyeok said making an eye contact with me with his beautiful green eyes

"yeah....i-im fine"I said and look away avoiding his intense gaze

*sigh*"if your really fine then...we'll leave you for now A-yeong but if you do have some troubles...you can always tell us" dong-mi said then smile cheering me up

"thanks guys..."I say then let out a small smile

after that small talk all of us finished are food and decided to continue our talk a little longer until its time for them to go home.

"thanks for the food yena and A-yeong we enjoyed it" dong-mi said then the two of them left our dorm

"I'm gonna go head to my room Yena"

"oh– sure"

*@Ara's Room*

*Flashback*

"Ara....when you grow up, I want you to help a lot of people and be a good queen"

"but mom? you're with me when that time comes right?" I asked

"of course my daughter...I'll be there" my mother said and hugged me so tight

*end of flashback*

"I miss you mom...I really wish your here with me" I talk to myself as I hug my self pretending my mom is here and shes hugging me just like what would she always do when I was just a child i miss her....when she died I feel like I don't need to live anymore and no matter how much I imagine it I dont have any purpose in the royal family and was always lonely....I could only hope that one day someone would notice how lonely I was and help me escape my loneliness

•Morning•

"A-yeong! wake up were gonna be late! we have a lot of class schedule today!" Yena Yelled from outside my room, wow I didn't even notice I feel a sleep last night....probably because I was thinking things inside my head thats why I didn't notice...well I'll just prepare myself for the day as usual

"im coming! sorry!" I shouted so she can hear it then continue to prepare myself for the day

*@School*

just in time!" Yena said then drag me inside the classroom since I'm so tired from running surprisingly minutes after we head inside the room the teacher arrive with a new student

"good morning everyone have a seat because we have our selves another student" the teacher said which gain alot of attention

"I'm Leila nice to meet you"