Finding Him

In on my way to find Anthony. I first thing did is go to the five star hotel. I hope that they will give me some information about him. When I reach the entrance. The guard didn't stop me. They know me I did come with him here so i don't have to do anything .

I reach the receptionist. There is line people are standing there so I also stand there and wait for my turn come and I talk to them. I know there is 10% chances that he will be here. Why he will come here when he have beautiful house maybe he is in he's house who knows. He just instructed to guard that to tell everyone thst he is not in home. Is that it happen. Maybe or maybe not. But i do will check it that. When my number come the receptionist ask me that what they can help me.

" There is room booked the name is Anthony D'Souza" i said to them. And they know that name. They didn't west time look at it.

" Yeahh there is penthouse from this name. But it's empty. No one come here last two months. " They told me.

" Are you sure. Please check it clearly maybe he did check in.. " i ask them and they did check again. But they declined me.

" Sorry ma'am sir is didn't visit from last two months. " She said. And than I nodded with my head. And I thank them.

I walk away from the hotel. Get in the car. I started to drive to opposite side.. it's half an hour far way from here. But i want to go and check. I want to see no matter what. I did mistake. I know. And I don't want to lose him. No matter what.

The whole ride my mind ONLY thinking about him. And only him. I never thought that he is that important for me. I never thought that I feel reckless without him. Did he even know how much that this stund make me lonly. Hurt. Sad. Guilty.

Thinking all of this. I reach the cabin. And walk to there. Get in key which are in the carpet. Unlock the door and enter there. It's feel lonly. I feel like he didn't even come here too. If he is not here than where is he.

All things are same as last I saw it. Nothing change. The bed is also not tidy. Last time I come when it's our first day of school. After that i come today. And all things are same like before. He is not here. If he is not here than where is he. I hope the he is in he's home.

I get out of from the cabin. Lock the door. And take Kayes where it that before. I started to walk to my car. Getting driver seat. I see that sky is getting darker. Soon it is going to be more dark. And there is no clue where is he. And I am not going to give up. Before I try my everything to see him.

Started the car. And get my next and last destination. If he is not here still I am going to be sneak in to he's mansion. I want to see it my own eyes that he is home or not. If he did there I will punch him hard. And kick he's ass that he never going to be lie to me.

But what if he is not there. So what I will  going to do. I want him. And I am not going to be leave home without seeing him. Please be home Tony. Please. For me.

I am getting tired of driving that long. My back is paining but still I don't want to give up. I will be there in five. Two more block after that I will be reach there.

When I finally reach there I park my car little bit away from he's house. So no one can see it.

I walk to he's home when I see that someone is already there. Who's there. This is look like similar body. It's her. Why is she doing here. Is she also miss him like I am missing him.

How can I forget that they both are couple and she did miss him hell she have every right to miss him. I stood there good two minutes. I see that she begged him to go inside but he just told her to go home. If I do same he do same the way hes telling her. I have to think something. But before that I have to check on her that she fully left for her home.

After good 15 minutes. I did follow her I saw her that she did get in car and she is not alone. she is with someone. The car also look similer. And it's not one of girls car. Or is it.

The car drive away. And than i wait there more five minutes to see that if there are coming again or not. And that same time one of car come to Tony's house. And the guard is open the door for that car. And that car enter there. Who's that. Is he Anthony.

Before the car enter whoever is in there they he stop front of guard and they both talk. And than whoever it is that person give him instruction and that he nodded with head head and than he close the get. And car gone..

Now I finally know that he is in there and I am going to see him. And I know there is no way in hell that stupid guard going to be agree to me go in.

I look at the walk and look at that how can I jump on he's yard and go to he's house. I know it's too risky. Plus I didn't even know that it is him or not. But I do know that someone is staying here. And whoever is I am going to meeting him. And I will find it where is he. No matter what.

I walk to wall. And start to jump on him. I have to try hard. I want to see him. I will do whatever I have to do. I will do it. I know I am acting like crazy but he made me this. He made me to do things like this.

Finally I did cross the wall all get in the yard. Now there is no one can stop me to meet him.

I walk to the back side. There is Pool side. I know there is one of the entrance. I can go from them. I don't want to catch by that stupid guard.

Reaching the pool my theory is right. The is entrance and it's open. And I walk to there and get in the mansion. I straight walk to the stairs. He is in he's room I know. Or where else he go.

I get reach in he's room. And get in. When I open the door. And stood there. Looking at that my body get stood there. what the hell is happening here.

They look at us. And and than our eyes meet. He to shock looking at me standing front of me.

" What the hell happened to you.." he's all face is bloody. And Chase is trying to be clean he's wound but nothing is happening.

When Chase hear my voice he is to suprise to see me. I know that I am to shock that I can do things to only to see this assholes face. But what happened to he's face.

" How the hell you get in here. " Chase ask me. I ignore him. And walked to him. He still are looking at me he's jaw is cliche. I know he also did not accept me here.

" I jump on the wall and come here." I said to him like this is not bed thing.

" You what.." he said with amusing. I ignore him.

" Answer me.." i look at him and demand him.

" You are the one who guard said that keep begging him to come in.." Chase ask me. And I still looking at him. I miss him. But looking at him. That make me hurt.

" No it's not me. It's Lily. I saw her when I get here. I saw her how she begged him but he didn't listen to her. And she leave. After that I so you guys get in the house. And I know that you are not going to give permission to get in. So I have to do this. " I tell him.

" Now answer my question." I look at Chase and about he's wound. Before he ignored me like others. I spoke

" and don't you dare Ignor me or lie to me. I will kick you ass and after that forget about Becca she will be never be yours. I will ruined your life. " I threatened me. And looking at me that mad. He gulp and I know this is enough to give me answer. He look at him. And than he what they talk or what i don't know but chase nodded with he's head and look at me.

" I don't know what happened to him. But one of the boy who talk shit about you he challenged him in underground boxing. After that he keep doing it. I told him to not to but he didn't listen to me. " He tell me and I nodded with my head and look at him. Who's now looking at in ground.

" You guys talk I will be go home. And please take care of me. " He said to me. And before I said him anything he spoke again.

" And don't worry your secret are save by me. " I give him small smile and nodded again. And than he leave us alone.

I turn to look at him. And walk to him. What I am going to do him. Why he is stubborn and act like this.

I grab cotton. And than started to clean he's wound. He hiss in pain he grab my waist tightly. I didn't said to him anything. I clean it all the blood. Looking hes all the wound. I feel like crying. He is hurting himself because of me. It's all happened because of me.

I didn't show him that I am crying. I told him to close he's eyes. I started to apply oilmen. And than Remov he's hoodie. There is lots of mark in he's chest. How many match he attend.

" I.." he said suddenly. He open he's eyes. And look at me and he see that I crying for him I look mess.. I look away.

He grab my chain and than our eyes meet again. I wipe tears. And I close my eyes. To stop myself to not to cry more. This is third time I am crying because if him.