You are Special!

'Life is not what we think it is. Life makes you think that you have a choice, but guess what ? That's all what it is. You Think! It is not reality, and for me it has always been preplanned.'

I had to say goodbye to my dad. He did not even want to look at me and my mother.

I had to lose my mother to cancer, no matter what I tried. I had to lose Jason. At the very beginning when I started thinking that I might, that maybe just maybe I can have someone in life for me.

That was all that I could think.

"H-hello," I answered in a groggy voice. Not bothering to furnish my voice for anyone, it did not matter whatsoever. I rolled my eyes.

"How is my lil girl doing?" I heard James voice form the other end. That instantly brought guilt in me, I could not think of the reason why. But I could feel a lump already forming in my throat and tears in my eyes.