I’m In Charge

They get it on in this chapter. You can skip it if you want.

Or not, lol.

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Alto pressed Nero against his body and they kissed again and again. Alto relaxed as Nero slipped his tongue inside his mouth and their tongues intertwined.

Nero stroked Alto's hair and rubbed the back of his neck. It made him groan and they pressed each other against their bodies even tighter. Not one to pass up a chance to always feel like he was in charge, Alto grabbed Nero by his hair, making him yelp.

Alto kissed his neck and made him shudder in pleasure as he continued downwards, pulling his hair even harder. Nero still smelled like perfume, and Alto loved it. He never questioned why Nero was fine with kissing a man that had tried to kill him, now thinking with his other head.

He let go of Nero's hair and pulled his shirt up. Nero tried to protest but only a moan escaped his lips as Alto licked his nipples. "That's so good", Nero moaned. " So fucking good." Alto threw him onto the bed and he shrieked.

"I didn't ask for your opinion."

He took off his shirt and Nero gazed at his body, wanting to run his hands over each and every part of him.

"I'm in charge", yelled Alto.

He pushed Nero down and shoved his lips onto his. Instead of fear or reluctance, Nero wanted more. He rubbed his hands up and down Alto's back as he stroked the roof of his mouth with his tongue. Alto flicked his nipples over and over again, and Nero became annoyed. He pushed Alto off of him.

Alto stared at him, chest heaving and confused. "What", he asked. "What's wrong?" Nero held his hand and tried to be assertive.

"I...I don't like that", he said. Alto looked away and felt for the first time, in a very long time, inexperienced. "I thought it would feel good", he mumbled.

"I mean… for some men yeah", sighed Nero. "Not me."

"What... do you like then", Alto asked, reluctantly. Nero draped his arms around his shoulders, and they fell back down on the bed together.

"Wouldn't you like to know", he teased. Alto shivered as Nero stuck his hand down his shorts and squeezed his butt. "Let me help you", Nero whispered in his ear. "I know what you want."

Nero made his way down to Alto's crotch, and suddenly he jumped up.

He sat up in bed and tried to calm himself. "That is not… we cannot do that", said Alto. Nero pouted. He crawled on top of Alto and tried to comfort him. "Is it because you're different down there", asked Nero. Nero expected Alto to start another one of his rantings, but instead, he looked embarrassed.

"Yeah. I'm nervous", Alto mumbled. Nero kissed him on the cheek and laid his head on his chest.

"It's fine", said Nero. "Why would I let something silly like that get in the way?" He copied Ahana's line, knowing that if it worked on him, why not Alto?

"You don't mind", asked Alto. "Really?"

"I told you, I like both. If you're nervous we don't have to do everything."

Alto started to wonder when the roles became reversed, that he wasn't in charge like he thought he was, as Nero rubbed his chest and kissed him all over. Alto laid under him and realized the position he was in.

"What makes you think I'll let you put it in", Alto grumbled.

"Why are you trying to be so tough when you're scared", replied Nero. "I said we weren't going to do it if you didn't want to as well."

"I'm not scared...I'm not." Nero embraced him and Alto let himself relax as he kissed his chest all over.

"I love your chest", Nero sighed. He squeezed his pecs and Alto blushed as he realized that he was the one that liked his nipples touched. Nero saw that he was finally ready and took off his own shorts.

Alto averted his eyes but Nero was not deterred. He leaned in closer to him and whispered in his ear, "You can't deny it now. I'm a man."

"No, I can't... fuck .."

"Now that I've shown you mine you have to show me yours", Nero teased. Alto sat up and looked away from him, and Nero felt bad. He wanted to make Alto his, but he didn't want to end up like him.

Alto stood up and took off the rest of his clothes, looking away, bashful because he had to make himself vulnerable to someone else, and couldn't understand why he was still going along with whatever Nero wanted.

He sat back on the bed still unable to look at him.

Nero came up from behind him and put his arms around his waist, breathing in Alto's cologne and kissing his back. "You're so cute", he muttered. "So cute." Alto trembled as Nero rubbed his stomach and slowly made his way up to his chest. He shuddered when Nero's hands grazed his nipples and he noticed.

"So you're the one who likes this", he whispered. "You're such a bad liar."

Alto held his breath as Nero rubbed his nipples and tried not to make a sound, but the effort became futile once he licked his neck. Alto shuddered as Nero stopped rubbing and started squeezing. Nero bit his ear and he jolted in surprise. He turned to look back and Nero grabbed his face. They started to kiss again and Nero pushed Alto onto the bed.

"It's okay to be shy", he moaned. "I can take the lead."

"What do you mean-"

Without warning, Nero stuck his finger inside Alto and he moaned. Slowly it made its way inside of him and he gripped the sheets. Once Nero had reached the back wall, he started to move inside of him. He flicked his finger up and down as Alto groaned and trembled underneath him.

Alto leaned his face into a pillow in an attempt to quiet his moans but it was futile. Nero moved his finger in and out of him faster, and Alto started to move his hips. "It's so wet down here", whispered Nero. "Amazing."

"Shut up", mumbled Alto.

Soon one finger became two and Alto started to shudder and breathe deeply. "I can't hear you. Speak louder", Nero commanded.

"I told you to-" Alto groaned in pleasure as Nero started to stroke him. "Please", he moaned. "It's too much."

Sweat poured down Nero's face as he moved his hands even faster. Alto began to feel strange near the pit of his stomach. His legs shook and tears streamed down his face as the pleasure was overwhelming him. Suddenly his body jerked and twitched. He moaned louder than before and he tried to stop it. His body kept twitching and spasming as he tried to sit up.

Drool came out of his mouth and he groaned as Nero wouldn't stop. He was relentless, determined now that he knew he was finally close to getting what he wanted. When it finally subsided, Alto laid down, out of breath, and flushed. He covered his face and tried to catch a breath, wondering why his hips were aching.

"That… that was good", breathed Alto. "Really good."

"I'm glad you liked it", Nero giggled. Nero kissed him softly and told him "Now it's my turn." Nero made his way off the bed and stood in front of Alto. "Come here," Nero commanded.

"I know what you want...I don't know how."

"It's okay. Come."

Reluctantly Alto made his way out of bed and stood in front of Nero. "I'm nervous", admitted Alto. "I've never been nervous during sex in a long time ." Nero took his hand and placed it over his chest. Alto felt it beating so fast as if it were about to burst through his rib cage.

"I'm nervous too? Can't you feel it", asked Nero. Alto held Nero close and knew that it would be okay, that it would be fine as long as he was near him. Nero's heart was beating fast because he knew he had won.

"I want to accept all parts of you too", said Alto. "Since you accepted all parts of me."

"You're so smooth sometimes Alto", gushed Nero.

"Shut up."

Nero kissed his chest and leaned into him. The smell of sweat mixed with cologne made him even more aroused than before. "I love that you're so shy", he said. "It's adorable."

" I am not shy ."

"Mm, yes of course," Nero mumbled.

"Don't, don't get upset if I can't do it right," Alto mumbled.

"Okay, it's okay.."

Alto got down on his knees and looked up at Nero, who bit his lip in anticipation. He looked into his pale green eyes and it made his heartbeat even faster and opened his mouth.

Nero's muscles tensed and he let out a groan, as Alto licked him. He tasted something strange and salty on his tongue and knew what it was. Alto licked his tip over and over again, rubbing up against the end, feeling like he was doing something forbidden.

"Stop teasing me", moaned Nero. "Use your mouth already, please ."

"You're not in charge, Nero...This is just a reminder."

All of a sudden, Nero grabbed Alto by the back of his head and pushed it in. Alto tried to yell in protest, but only muffled sounds came out. Nero moaned and pushed into Alto even deeper.

Now Alto stopped pretending that he didn't want any of it, and wondered why he liked it to hurt. He moved his head up and down, trying to breathe through his nose, but it was hard. At first, he felt nervous, but after some time he increased his pace, the new feeling addictive.

Nero stroked his fingers through Alto's hair as he continued to move faster and faster.

"I'm in charge now", moaned Nero. "I'm in charge."

Without warning, Nero grabbed Alto by the back of the head with both hands and pushed it in deep. Alto teared up as he felt it hit the back of his throat. He struggled to breathe through his nose but didn't try to fight back. He relaxed his mouth and let Nero use him. He flattened his tongue and tried to open his mouth wider as Nero thrust into his mouth faster. Alto groaned as he felt Nero's penis rub against the inside of his cheeks.

Alto grabbed Nero by the legs and tried to steady his body as it shook. All of a sudden, Alto felt something wet slide down his thighs, wanting to be used as a sock. Alto moaned louder as well, and Nero continued to use his mouth, making spit fall to the ground.

Sweat poured down Nero's face as he pushed himself in and out of him, gripping Alto's rough hair. He grunted every time he put it all inside and let out soft sighs when his tip rubbed the inside of Alto's cheeks.

Nero pulled himself out of Alto, and he stared down at him, with a wild look in his eyes. Alto closed his eyes and gasped for air, his heart racing and spit covering his chin. "Open your mouth", commanded Nero. "I want to give something to you."

Alto leaned forward and opened his mouth. He knew what was coming but he wasn't sure if he was prepared. He stared up at Nero as he stroked himself, waiting for his gift.

Breathing hard, Alto felt warm hot streaks go down in his face, and in his mouth. He closed his eyes and had a dreamy expression as it was warmer than he expected. It dripped down his cheeks and onto the floor, mixing in with Alto's spit.

He shuddered and moaned as he began to stroke himself faster, wanting more. Nero gasped as he let out the last of what he had, body jerking forward, slowing his pace.

Nero looked down to see his work.

And he saw that it was good.

He pushed Alto down to the ground and got on top of him.

They kissed each other, naked and sweaty on the wooden floor, moaning and moving their hips against each other. Nero tasted himself inside Alto's mouth and wanted more. So he made his way down towards Alto's lower half.

It didn't take much for Alto to finish.

He tried to hold it in, to enjoy the waves of pleasure longer but he couldn't. When he looked down and stared into Nero's green eyes again he knew he was done. They made him weak. Alto trembled as he watched Nero grip onto him tighter with his mouth, turning his head as he went up and down.

"Fuck."

Alto bared his fists and he groaned as Nero took in all of him. He felt drool come out of his mouth as his mouth opened wide and his head tilted back. It mixed in with the semen on his face as he cried out and his entire body shook.

He shuddered as he heard long, satisfied, slurps and moans, taking in all he had to offer. Alto looked down at Nero, and he watched as he held his mouth wide open, proud to show off his work.

Then he swallowed.

"You.. didn't...have to..."

Alto looked away and couldn't finish his sentence.

"Spitters are quitters, Alto."

Nero climbed on top of Alto once again, and they started to kiss passionately, grinding against each other, their moans filling up the room. Alto started to feel something poke up against his hole and pulled away. Breathing hard and flustered, Alto knew that was enough.

"Please", moaned Alto. "No more."

Nero wiped the semen off of Alto's cheeks and kissed them tenderly.

"I thought you said you wanted all parts of me, Alto."

"This is more than enough", he mumbled.

Nero helped Alto stand up, and he went to the bathroom. Once inside Alto saw the semen on his face, and panic set in again, and he quickly locked the door. Alto washed his face and tried to rid himself of all thoughts but it didn't work.

He's seven years younger than me, thought Alto. That's all I need to remember. Alto showered, but all he could still think about was Nero.

If he's around all I can think about is him. When he's gone all I can think about is him.

Alto realized that Nero had kept one of his promises.

That 'one day you will want me more than anything else.'

"Fuck."