CHAPTER 19

Y/N

I opened my eyes, the sunlight made its way to my room from my window. I yawn before I got off the bed to go to the bathroom. When I finished I grabbed my phone from my desk and I made my way to my  armchair, near my bookcase.

I entered in the chat and I saw a lot of messages from Jin. My heart skipped in fear the first seconds, but I came back to my original state when I saw normal messages from Ashley, Taehyung and Hosek. 

I decided to open Jin's messages first.

Jinnie :)

Good morning sleepy head

Why are you still asleep?

Get upppp :(

I can make breakfast if you want, come spend the they with us

Ash can come too btw :)

Okay, so you are still asleep? your fault for not going to sleep sooner!

We can spend the day in the pool. Yoongi wants to show us some new songs, are you okay with it?

Maybe I got up early that's why you aren't replying any of my texts

I thought we can make a cake together this afternoon, to celebrate something, I'll tell you what later, I think you'll like it

Well, we can also celebrate our friendship :)

Y/ninshi? :(

Y/n-ah? :(

Samantha asked me to go to a café with her, i don't know what to say to her

Are you coming?

It's already 11:30. Are you by any chance ignoring me?

I said yes, but you can still come and spend the day with the boys :) talk to you later. They will let you know about tonight. 

...

My smile vanished when I saw the last messages. I checked the time, it was already 12:35pm, I was sure he was already with Samantha. I decided to text him back saying 'Sorry I was sleeping, I'll come anyway. See you when you get home. Maybe we can still cook something together.'

I replied to Ashley and Taehyung as well. Ashley was already there. I put my swimsuit on and my cosiest summer outfit before running downstairs.

...

Yoongi opened the door and let me in. The music I was able to listen from my  front yard became louder. I hugged him, he didn't hug me back, he put me away instead.

"When's the day Min Yoongi hugs me back?" I said, giggling.

Jimin appeared from the living room, he placed his left arm over Yongi's shoulders. "I'm still the only one he hugs, don't put your standards up. Well, he hugs Namjoon hyung, too, but me more."

I laughed at his childish comment. "I'm glad to see you, too, Jimin." I said, before hugging him. He hugged me back. Always so lovely.

We made our way towards the back garden. Hoseok and Jungkook were playing in the pool, Ashley was sitting down the umbrella, a few discs were scattered on the towel. I turned my head to the left, I saw Taehyung lying on his own towel, with a hat on his face. I frowned when I didn't see Namjoon.

"Where's Namjoon?" I asked, I didn't see him, neither in the living room or the kitchen.

"He left with his lover." Jimin said. I frowned, again.

"Namjoon has a partner?" I asked, I didn't know it, he never mentioned it before. Maybe he wanted to keep it a secret.

"He has a bike." Yoongi answered.

Nevermind.

Yoongi giggled and Jimin joined him, the two of them ended up laughing at his own joke.

"Guys!" I said in disbelief. I shook my head before walking next to Taehyung. I lay next to him.

"Taetae!" I yelled. He sat up quickly, scared. The hat that once was on his head, ended up falling on the grass.

"You scared me, dumbass." He said, before pulling me into a hug. I only laughed.

We cuddled for a while, talking about everything. We didn't have one of our talks in a while, I missed it.

I heard Yoongi scream my name, I get up when I remembered Jin's messages.

I hugged Ashley, tight, before sitting next to her.

"What are you doing guys?" I asked, looking at the CDs.

"We're choosing the music for tonight." Ashley said, grabbing one, reading the name of the songs in the back.

"We'll celebrate a pool party tonight." Yoongi said said. I felt two hands on my shoulders. It was Jimin using me as a support while he was sitting next to me.

"It will be only the 8 of us?" I asked to Yoongi.

"No, we have a few friends here. Our managers let us do it. They want to know our new friends." He said. I didn't know they had friends here, there were more idols in my country and I didn't know it? Well, of course I wouldn't.

"Are they idols as well?" I asked, tilting my head.

"Yes, TXT." Yoongi said, checking another CD.

"Do you know them?" Jimin asked me. "They're more or less your age."

"My friends talked about them, but no." I said with a sad smile. "By the way, will Zoe and Allison come?"

Ashley nodded. "But they will be here for dinner." I nodded.

"Jin and Samantha will be here as well, but after dinner." Yoongi explained.

"Oh, true, I forgot they were on a date." Jimin said, I could see sideways his flirty smile.

"They are not on a date." Yoongi assured. "Or maybe yes." Yoongi and Jimin started laughing, they looked like two potatoes. On the other hand, Ashley grabbed my left hand and squeezed it softly. I smile sadly, just the thought of Jin being with someone else hurt.

After a few minutes I decided to distract myself from the strange feeling on my chest. I put off my clothes before going to the pool.

"Hi guys." I said, sitting near the pool, pulling my legs in the water. It felt nice. 

"You didn't say hello when you came." Jungkook said with a pout.

"Sorry." I giggled.

"Are you okay?" Hoseok asked me. I knew he was talking about something else.

"It's definitely not a date." Jungkook added.

"I'm okay guys, you don't need to worry."

"Y/a have you ever thought about telling Jin the way you feel?" 

I shook my head. "And you won't either. He doesn't like me anyway, why I would break our friendship for what I feel? I'm sure I'll get over it when you get out of the picture." I said, putting a fake smile on my face. "But I'll miss you."

"We more, you at least can see us on Instagram, Twitter, Weverse, even in the news!" Jungkook said, getting a soft hit on the nape by Hoseok.

"We'll be still in touch, okay?" Hoseok said, trying to comfort Jungkook and me.

...

I spent the afternoon with Namjoon and Ashley at the supermarket. The 5 boys just arrived when we were leaving, they looked cute.

We only bought drinks and snacks, we decided to buy the dinner in a pizza shop later because they're more tasty there. When we left, we went to a gardening, the three of us were  flowers and tree lovers. We decided that we would come together another day to buy one.

We came back almost in time, the boys ordered the pizzas for us. We put what we had bought in the kitchen and we went outside to join the others.

I tried to find Jin and Samantha, but they were nowhere to be found. A part of me was relieved, but the other one wanted to see Jin. He wasn't mad at me, was he? I checked my phone again, he didn't reply to me, he didn't read them either. Maybe he was busy laughing and talking with that woman. I hoped she already had a husband, but I thought she was single, I wasn't surprised though. 

...

The music was on, we all were drinking, some of them were chilling in the pool, while Jungkook and one of the guys, I didn't remember his name, were playing with a ball on the other side of it, I thought it was Taehyun, but Jungkook screaming a 'Fucking Yeonjun' changed my mind. I wasn't good for the names. 

I was in the hot tub, they bough it a few days ago, with Ashley, Yoongi and Jimin, it wasn't far away from the pool. The four of us connected a lot together, it was fun. Jimin was drunk, he embraced me with his right arm, as he holds his drink with the left one, a smile never leaving his face. Ashley was towards me, I gave her a weird look, was Jimin thinking I was his partner for tonight? Hell no. He was fine, but not my type. Besides, I was already thinking about someone else.

"Are you two dating?" Jimin asked suddenly. I looked away from my drink. I looked at him, then at Ashley and Yoongi. I gasped.

"Why you didn't tell me? I'm your best friend!" I yelled.

 The alcohol was circulating through my veins. I wanted to get Jin off my mind and enjoy the night with my friends and the cute guys who were also nice.

Jimin laughed at my comment, hiding his face in my neck. I giggled at the feeling, it tickled.

Yoongi splashed water to Jimin. "No, we aren't you pavo." Jimin kept laughing on my neck, until he looked at Yongi.

"You looked like one." I laughed. I put myself in Jimin's side.

"You said she was your favourite person." I said, moving my eyebrows up and down. Jimin and I start laughing loudly. I had to push myself up with my left hand, preventing me from drowning. Jimin did the same with his right one. He pressed my hand, but I couldn't feel pain, I only laughed. I knew Ashley would kill me tomorrow. 

"Hello guys." I heard a familiar voice. When I put myself comfortable I looked in the direction of it. Jin was there, with a drink in his hands, Samantha next to him, of course.

I frowned because I felt literally nothing, even though he was staring at me, deeply, I think I saw a bit of concern on his eyes. But before I could put more attention or even say 'hello',  Jimin whispered something into my ear that made me broke into laugher again. He pressed his body towards mine tightly. Yoongi and Ashley were already laughing with us, I could swear I saw a spot of angry in Jin's eyes.