Chapter 4 "I'm fine?"

After staying in my bed looking at the ceiling for a long time, I got up, took a bath and changed, arranged my bed and my things, took a backpack and put on a sweatshirt that I had bought for Chris, put my wallet and my cell phone, I leave my room and go straight to the door without even saying goodbye to my mother, much less my stepfather

I start to walk along the sidewalk, my eyes are 100% concentrated on the ground, I tried to keep the memories of my dream fresh because I didn't want to forget a single detail, I could still remember every detail of her face, the color of her eyes, her hair. , his smile and each of the words directed at me that came out of his mouth, I wished with all my heart that that boy would appear in my next dream, he prays to all the saints why the night would come, I kept moving forward and I managed to see the boys were all sitting and Chris was looking around like he was looking for something or someone.

I approach the boys and I throw myself on top of them I reach out and settle

-Ahhhhh !!!! An elephant...

+ By. God save me ...

As always so exaggerated on the other hand Ryan just laughed at the claims of the other two boys, he looked at me and helped me up, he always said "you are the only woman in the group and you should behave as such", he definitely took the mom's role in this little "family"

Lea: Are you calling me fat?

-I say drastically changing my face and taking the most serious tone of voice that could exist-

-N-no?

I pass my gaze to Jackson and I observe him as if I was murdering him with my eyes, I look at him from head to toe and turn indignant to see another place

Lea: Is what Chris says true? -I look at it would-

-Well fat what is said fat well no, you're actually plump

Do not wait for him to say another word when he was on top of him hitting him, although obviously, the blows seemed like a 5-year-old girl, I have never had strength in my hands and I think I will never have and I will die like a weakling, I just saw how he laughed off, me and my little strength in the hands

- hahaha you already tickle me ...

I was surprised because my intention was not to tickle him, I felt Ryan's hand help me up and then hug me, I hugged him in the same way and he whispered in my ear

-You were hitting him, right?

I nodded with my head and he began to laugh without letting go of the hug I turned to see Chris and he was serious, glaring at Ryan, at the scene I just smiled

-Hey ... let her go, I also want her to hug me, besides "he" is going to get angry

I was puzzled for a while who was referring to one of us? Or someone alien to our circle?

Lea; Neither you nor Jackson deserve my hugs

- hey! Now, why not?

- for calling her plump, she is not plump, she has a spectacular body

He said as he placed his hands on my waist and hugged me from behind, leaning his head on my neck, I smiled, then I saw someone pull my hand, it was clearly Chris put me behind him.

-Don't touch her like that Ryan

I was very surprised by his sudden change, but I just hid behind his back, I knew that he had more knowledge of them than I ...

-And you want to tell me what to do or what not to do

He got dangerously close to Chris and threw him, sincerely Ryan's look caused me fear, despite always looking sweet, at that moment he looked too intimidating, Chris even without letting go of me threw him the same, Jackson pulled me and hugged me so that I did not I saw what was going to happen, despite having my eyes covered and gone, I could still hear a little what was happening, what was I going to do? I could only hope that one of them would give way because Jackson's grip was strong and didn't mean to let go, I just clung to his shirt and clenched my fists tightly