Confessing to Salvatore (1)

"What? You can't say it?" Salvatore asks when he saw that Rami is still deciding if his going to say it or not.

Rami saw Salvatore raising his eyebrow, questioning him. Anyone can see the threat in his lovely eyes. Still not deciding if he'll confess, he looks away from Salvatore and only take a sip on his wine.

 "Still not decided how to confess have you." Salvatore said when he gets tired waiting for Rami to talk. This time, threatening Rami openly which cause Rami to flinch.

If Rami told Salvatore how he got hurt, then he has no choice but to confess everything to Salvatore as it will lead into that. He knows him very well, no one can pass him. So, he strengthened his mind and decided to confess. He knows, even if he will tell everything to Salvatore, he can thrust him.

"Okay fine. Bu promise me first that you will calm down and you can't be angry." Told Rami with small voice. 

As protective as he can be, Rami know Salvatore will lash out. As for the pain his feeling from his family's treatment to him, Salvatore can only accept it a little because he keeps assuring him that he will be okay.

"Do confess now." Salvatore nodded.

To Salvatore's surprised, Rami suddenly burst out their crying. Tears keep falling from his eyes, even if there's no sound that come from his mouth, his continues tears tell Salvatore that this time, Rami felt so awful. He was about to breakdown.

Salvatore immediately put down again his glass on the table and went to Rami. He sits down beside Rami and hug him right away. Hugging Rami's head for Rami to lean in his chest while he keeps caressing Rami's back up and down slowly. Trying his best to comfort him.

"Hush. You can tell me everything you know." Salvatore said soothingly at Rami.

When Rami seems to calm after 15 minutes on crying there silently, "Salvy, what will I do. I guessed, he hates me now and won't even give me a glance after I go back."

Salvatore stays still there. Not knowing who is the one Rami is referring to.

"Who?"

"It's D-Dark. You know him. Didn't I tell you before." Rami said softy, while he still leans at Salvatore.

Salvatore's face darkens, "Didn't I also tell you to stop whatever you feel for him. You also know it, only you're the one who knows him. Does he know you? Does he know that you are already get your interest? That you have loved him for a long time now." 

"Salvatore, you know that once he already piqued my interest. There's no turning back now. He already caught me, even if, he will not replicate my feelings for him. I can't stop." Rami using his muffled voice, said at Salvatore directly, as if his justifying his stand.

Salvatore signed in frustration. He knows he can't discourage Rami now. At least, again and again, he tried his best to stop Rami. But with how stubborn Rami is, he can only raise his white flag in defeat.

"Your being hopeless Rami. What now? With you crying so hard in me, what really happened?"

With a little bit of hesitation Rami said, "With the news that you received that I got hurt. The cause of that if when I block one of Dark's people. Then----"

Rami tell everything to Salvatore. From when he saw the first evidence that it can lead to Dark and his people, his punishment that he got from Amethyst, to when he got hurt because of Ryuzaki. Of everything that happened while he was in Dark Reaper's Sanctuary until he did something to be sure that something will happened between him and Dark.

"You mean, he left. Just like that?" Salvatore said to Rami's face in disbelief after he held Rami's shoulder and distance Rami away from him a little bit to gaze at him directly.

"What can I do? I got coward. I was afraid to face them if they found out what I did. And Dark, for sure, I will face his anger once he realizes the truth and the fact that I really meant that incident. With knowing that it's the last day of the deadline that my eldest brother gave me, I used it to escape the reality and left their place." Rami nodded and said while tearing again. Droplets of tears started to fall down again.