Reminiscing and reconnecting

'No matter how I justify being guiltless, I automatically feel at fault knowing that I am just satisfying my lustful self. Father's words were on point. I just can't help myself when it comes to any one of them.', he thought as he curled in his bed.

With yesterday's events, one of his plans had been achieved. He was able to see his son and even gave him a favorable impression.

Furthermore, he realized that what happened between him and Ellen became a piece of strong evidence that he did not have any romantic feelings toward her anymore.

'I'm just being a smartass making positive of something last night. But it shouldn't have happened. Arghhh! Shaun East!!! You are a manwhore!!!', he shouted at top of his lungs.

He went silent after that powerful wake-up call. Shaun reevaluated himself right away and focused on how to mitigate the aftermath of what he'd done.