When he heard that he only had a few months remaining, Shaun just wanted to die right away. He just couldn’t fathom the look on everyone's faces each second that passed after they knew. But he understood that it was a selfish wish to think like that.
Now that he experienced a lot in life, at least he knew that those who died without warning - would have wished to have more time to say what they wanted to say and do what they wanted to do. As a result, he calmed down exponentially when he thought about it. Although nine months was too short, he believed that if there was an omnipotent being above, that span of time wasn’t a countdown to death but a blessing of life bestowed to him.
When he was discharged from the hospital, he decided to visit the newlyweds – Carl and Dianne. He knew that they still pushed through their honeymoon which he appreciated but he thought that they did not fully enjoy their honeymoon because of what happened to him.