Tough times

Five months later.

I'm seven months pregnant again with twins girls this time,

I've been staying with my grandfather,

he allows me to wear my hijab and pray,

but if I go to a gala he tells me to wear a wrap on my hair as not to arouse suspicion.

Since my tv conference YouTube has been amazing people are waking up,

many people have been following me on Facebook and Twitter,

they are protesting for my release from the order,

over one billion people worldwide,

it gives me hope.

I saw Mustafa and the boys on tv attending a debate,

they look so practicing,

I'm happy they are free.

I had a call from mariam saying the hostel has expanded and investors have joined forces to make it a national program.

I miss my husband everyday,

my boys are growing up fast,

sometimes they copy me when I pray,

there's hope insha Allah one day we'll be free.

The remaining nine shadows are still in hiding,

they are due to come in two weeks,