The world is bright, even brighter than what I imagined. The first seventeen years were dull, spending all my time touching all things, pretending to be satisfied with the texture of it.

Mom whispered, "The world is cruel, it's better for you not to see it."

Dad uttered, "Secrets are meant to be secrets. If you heard that "access denied"  don't ever cross it."

The confrontation lacks weight as they try to intoxicate me with various information as I grow up. Let me ask you, what's essential? Is it your sense of smell, your privilege to hear things, your ability to taste everything, or is it your hands? 

Ever considered living without your sight, who are you? You define yourself as to what people tell you. You dress yourself the way they wanted too coz after all, it's their satisfaction that matter. You touch things to feel it, hoping your brain can understand what's behind a rough or a fine surface. From the start, you are seeing things differently to what they see for your eyes are their mouth and they only tell lies.

Grandma said, "Be contented Lucy. You are denied of something for you are gifted about something. Isn't it fair?"

Grandpa said, "You'll realize it as you grow older. You'll realize in time how having no sight is more of a fortune than a disgrace."

Until I get older and my egocentric psyche grows with me, holding my hand and even taking over me. I wanted what's theirs, I wanted to have those. Let me have it please. Let me have a chance to see until I regret it. Regret seeing my mother cried in your hands, you cruel beast.

You deserve to die. Let her live.

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IN THE EYES OF THE KILLER

I am currently dialing Josh's number after I just threw up at the bathroom. After what happened earlier, after I saw mom Kelly's hiding someone at that room, I just can't put myself to sleep. Josh knows something about mom Kelly. I know there's something that he wants me to know about her. Whatever it is, I'm ready to swallow it whole. 


"Lucy.", I heard the husk in his voice. 


"Are you free tomorrow?", I started speaking, trying hard not to show any weakness. 


I even imagine him winking that's why I started to press my nose after hearing his words. I usually do that whenever someone tickles my nose, like if someone compliments me, telling me I'm pretty or I'm good with what I'm doing. I should thank the inventor of technology and mobile phones that Josh and I can talk without seeing each other or else he might end up teasing me for pressing my nose or I'll end up as red as a tomato. 


CHAPTER 15