Chapter 20

MCKINLEY P.O.V

On Saturday we spent lunch with Jack, Celeste, and Emmett before we decided to head into the city. The ride was four hours and we both decided to split the cost of a hotel room tonight. It felt weird driving into the city knowing that this was where we fell in love. This is where it all began.

"What are you thinking about?" He questioned as he sat on the bed at the hotel and took his shoes off.

"Just how in love I am with you." I smiled moving to straddle him. He held my hips and laid back on the bed. I kissed him a few times before unbuttoning his shirt. I kissed from his neck, down his chest to his belly button. I kissed down his happy trail before getting to the top of his pants where his boxer's stuck out the top. I glanced up at him and he had one hand behind his head and he smiling down at me.

I carefully unbuttoned his pants. With him lifting his hips, I was easily able to get them down his legs. As eager as he was, I took my time. I kissed his thighs each both a new times before moving back up to his belly button. I licked around his belly button before bringing my tongue down to the band of his boxers.

"You're not funny." I said. I looked up at him, his eyes were dark and his breathes were coming in deep pants. I loved watching him squirm. I giggled before sliding my hand up the leg of his boxers and gently squeezing him in my palm. He hummed before laying flat on the bed.

"Shall I continue?" I asked sitting up and pulling my hand out.

"Yes." He whined trying to sit up but I pushed him back to lay down. I left my palm on his chest while pulling his boxer's down with my other hand. "You've gotten rough." He said making me laugh. Which then distracted me and I forgot about the task at hand. He grabbed my hands, pulling me into him and flipping me over. The light blue returned to his eyes as he hovered over me.

He kissed me as he slipped his hand up my shirt to palm my boobs. I huffed as my hair fanned out behind me on the pillow. I knew he was going to tease me just as much as I was teasing him. The only difference was that I could hide being turned on a lot better than he could.

He lifted my shirt over my head before right away taking my bra off and throwing it to the side. His actions weren't gentle. I was well aware of it. I was well aware in the fire inside his eyes that wasn't going to go away until he got his fill. But I also knew that the fire inside my eyes was burning hotter and brighter.

Before I could catch my breath, he had my pants on the floor and had my panties between his teeth dragging them down my legs. I laid looking up at the ceiling. Sure we had had rough sex before but never like this. Never this needy. Never with this much teeth. Biting. Scratching. Sex with Luke was never vanilla. We were both always willing to try something new but this was going to be amazing.

He spread my legs as soon as he let my panties out of his mouth.

"Oh baby." He nearly growled. I'm sure the site of me dripping onto the bed below him was driving him crazy.

"Please." I whined lifted my hips trying to get some kind of friction from him. All he did was hold me down. "Luke." I whined again making him chuckle and go over to his bag. He pulled out the box of condoms before opening one and sliding it on. Since getting back together we have no been as careful as we should be when it came to sex but I had changed my birth control to the one in my arm. I wasn't too worried about getting pregnant on the new birth control.

"You have never had patience when you're horny." He commented rolling the condom on. He came over, flipped me over so I was on my stomach, spread my legs and held my head to the mattress as he thrust inside me.

I could hear myself moaning but I wasn't sure he could with how far my face was pushed into the mattress. Not that I was complaining. His other hand would ever so often smack my butt before finding its way to my clit. However it was amazing not being able to see what he was doing and having to use my other senses for when he moved. He made sure I was still able to breathe through my nose and mouth but other than that he kept the pressure on my head.

I could feel how close I was getting to orgasm knowing that a few clenches would get him there too but I couldn't get myself together enough to do it. He was thrusting so hard and so fast that I didn't realize what was actually happening with my body until I screamed out my orgasm rushing through my body and clenching him so hard that he couldn't move.

I felt him rubbing my back getting me to relax and finally letting him pull out. I laid on the bed while he went to the bathroom. I heard him running the shower and then the sink turned on. He came over to me and carefully wiped me down.

When I finally came to he had me in his arms.

"Did I blackout?" I asked him making him chuckle.

"Nah. You fell asleep for like 45 minutes. I ran you a bath but you were out cold." I knew he was going to brag about this for months. He was never able to get me to orgasm like that. He deserved all of the bragging rights.

*LUKE P.O.V*

I had panicked for a few minutes when McKinley fell asleep. I could tell that she was still breathing so I wasn't so much worried that I killed her. I was more worried that I had hurt her somewhere. I checked, there was no blood.

I did call Ashton who calmed me down and said to just take care of her. So I did. When she finally woke up and was able to stand on her own, we showered. She looked refreshed and ready to take on the world. We decided to head to dinner and then the club. She dressed in white jeans, a pair of vans and a black lace tank top that was mostly open in the back. She had some bruising on her lower back where I had pressed my finger's into her but unless you looked close, you wouldn't notice it.

I made sure to wrap my arm around her waist just in case she did randomly go down. I did notice when she would pick up her wine glass, she was shaking. I made sure to order plenty of food. We mostly ate in silence. I was worried that she didn't like what happened.

Once she had some food in her, she was normal.

"Do you still wanna go to the club?" I asked her as she slipped her arm through mine and leaned into me.

"Sure." She smiled. "Unless you would rather go get some cake and ice cream or something." She giggled.

"Would you rather do that?" I asked. She nodded so instead we walked down the street the Insomnia Cookies. The cookies there were always baked on site and were warm. You could also get an ice cream sandwich. We haven't been able to find one in LA and I missed it. This place would be open all night. Mostly college students came but it was always nice to come. I made sure to get a bunch so we could enjoy some later in the hotel.

I ordered for us before handing her the ice cream sandwich she wanted. We walked back to the hotel but it didn't seem like she wanted to go inside yet. We walked around and down the street from the hotel. We could see the lights from the 9/11 memorial from where we were.

I couldn't help but think that this would be the perfect place to propose to her. But I wasn't going to be stupid about this relationship. Not anymore. McKinley was endgame. She was going to be my wife. I was going to be her husband. She would be the mother of my children if she wanted that. Even if it was only one baby she wanted.

"You okay?" She asked standing in front of me. I didn't realize that I had stopped walking. "Luke?" She asked resting her hand on my neck. "Are you with me?"

"I'm with you." I smiled. "Do you know how beautiful you are?" I asked. "And how much I love you?" I asked before she could even respond to the first question.

"Yes." She smiled. I smiled before she grabbed my hand. "I love you too." Standing here, with her, in this city, I knew that this was it. If I wasn't going to be with her for the rest of my life, then I would be alone. If I couldn't have her then I would rather spend the rest of my life alone. I would do anything for her happiness. I would make sure that she was safe, happy and protected.

"If we were to get married and have kids, would you want to stay home with them?" I asked her. This was a conversation most couples had before they got married. I wouldn't be offended if she wanted to stay home with our kids. I also wouldn't be offended if she wanted to go back to work.

"I haven't really thought about it. Maybe take a half a year then go back?" She shrugged. "I never really wanted kids until I met you. Then we broke up and I went back to not wanting kids."

"And now?" I asked turning the corner and heading back to the hotel. We had to be gone by tomorrow at 11 and I knew if she didn't get enough sleep she would be cranky on the ride back.

"I haven't thought about it." She answered honestly. "I'm still waiting to wake up from this dream and you won't be mine." I knew what she meant. It didn't seem real that we were back together. That things were going good. "I don't want to think of the future when it can change. When you could easily find someone better." She said shaking her head. I realized then that she would always have the fear of me leaving her. It would always be in the back of her mind that a breakup could be coming.

"I tried to find someone better. There is no one better than you." I answered. I knew that we had found love young and it was fast and passionate and maybe we moved a little too fast and got overwhelmed but I knew that there was no one on this planet better for me than her. There would never be anyone else. Ever.

I knew that all of our problems couldn't be fixed over night. I knew that we were going to have to work for this and I was going to need to reassure her a lot that things were fine and that I loved her. She deserved to be told everyday that she was loved. She deserved to be told that she was beautiful. How lucky am I to be the guy who gets to tell her? Every morning I could wake up and kiss her. Every night I could kiss her to sleep. Life get's no better than that.

I wasn't sure how I had gone so long without talking to her. How I was able to function like a normal human being. How I was able to go on dates with other girls. I knew even when I was sitting across from girls that my heart wasn't in it. That I was still in love with McKinley. I think somewhere deep down I always knew that I would be in love with her. That I would always want to be with her. Some part of me was always going to long to be with her.

I was so stupid for not getting back together with her as soon as she moved to LA. But I was right at the time. Neither of us were ready for that at the time. We both had a lot of healing to go through. I was stupid for proposing to someone else. That was for sure. Everyone was well aware of that fact. But I also knew for a fact that next ring I bought, would be for McKinley. And that it would stay on her finger, until I replaced it with a wedding band.