Hopeless

*Trigger Warning*

Pov. Asteria

I couldn't fight, I felt worthless as he positioned me face down on my bed. I wish I could fight to do anything, but this was the consequence of poison. The poison will have me paralyzed between 1-2 hours depending on the poison he injected me with.

My tears seemed to be endless to the point where I couldn't actually see anymore, as I begged my body to find a way to move. He pulled my hair making me let out a hiss. Just because I was paralyzed didn't mean I didn't feel pain the absolute.

"You are MINE, do I make myself clear? After tonight every single piece of you will belong to me" he spits as he lets go of my hair.

"Please William, stop, you'll regret this, NO! I will make you regret this," I said trying to threaten him, but it was hopeless. He seemed to be focused on scanning my body.

"Please," I beg him. His smirk grows slyly and his hot breath comes closer to my neck.

"That's it, beg for it you little slut," he grunts as he pushes my head against the pillows almost suffocating me. He's disgusting. Every single particle in him simply disgusts me. Does this asshole seriously think I would ever beg for him? I'm pleading for my life. Because I know that if he does this there will be no reason for me to live anymore. If he does this the mate I'm hoping to find will be disgusted with me.

His rough hands work it's way inside my dress and into my panties and I couldn't do anything but let it happen. I close my eyes, already giving up. He will not, will he? I just close my eyes trying to let the darkness consume me. Now it was only a matter of time.

I wince as I feel him ripping my underwear and I wince at his touch. His touch burns and it hurts. I just want it to stop.

"Stop the crying," he snaps and I try to bite my tongue to stop any further tears or sobs to come out of me. He doesn't deserve them.

Eventually all thoughts in my head stop and all hope that maybe the poison would stop working. I just lay there, completely motionless, completely numb. I couldn't even scream anymore as he entered me.

He just kept going in and out as I just laid there hopeless and he enjoyed himself. His grunts and moans disgusted me. His hands moved to my neck and clamp around my pale skin, but I didn't feel anything, not anymore.

I feel him pushing inside of me this time rougher and I sob as I feel the stinging pain that shoots throughout my entire body. He stops for a few seconds before pushing it in once again. It hurts so fucking bad but I kept my mouth shut. He picks up his pace once again almost as if he wants to hurt me a lot more than what he already has.

A booming laugh scapes him as he continues thrusting in and out to the point where it hurts so badly, I think I begin to feel nothing.

He cums with a scream. He spun to the right to lay facing up and came closer to me once again and gave me a peck on the lips. I just lay there in the positions I was second ago watching the kids in the town playing just that this time I was looking at him.

"I'm glad we enjoyed that honey," I almost threw up at his words. I wanted to scream at him that he was sick, but I was scared he would do it again.

The darkness was coming for me. I could feel it as my eyes tried closing. It was already taking me little by little just that this time when I woke up I'm not sure there will be a light at the end.

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I don't know how long I just laid there even after he left. I felt dead. He killed me that day. I knew I could move already as my fingers made slight motions. I moved my body so it would face the dark ceiling of my room and I positioned my hands on top of my abdomen. I turned my head to the right to see my clock. It was midnight. That means I laid there for almost 5 hours after he left.

I winced as I sat up and my body begged me to lay down once again and stay there forever. But I sat up anyway and my feet hung off the tall bed. I was about to clap my hands in order for the light to turn on but stopped myself.

I didn't want to see what he had done to me. I would never be able to wear my hair down, again. I will never be able to wear short dresses, again. I will never be able to give my back to someone, again. I will never support letting a man close to me, again.

I let out a scream in pain and sorrow that quickly turned into loud sobbing and tears streaming down my face. I walked close to one of the walls that were close to the windows and slid down. I sat there and pulled my knees close to my chest.

I turned my head so I could see the stars through my glass windows. She failed me. Hell, I don't even know if she exists.

They say she is the daughter of Titans Phoebe and Coeus. She was born during the Golden Age. This was the period that the Titans under Cosmos ruled the cosmos. They said she was one of the most beautiful sights at the time. When she turned against her parents to save her unknown lover they made everything possible to separate them. She was sent to Olympus but her lover's destiny is unknown. The lack of knowing where her lover was made her dedicated to her creations and that's how we came to be. After all this, it may be a myth there is no proof she even exists. Who lets their own children suffer like this?

I looked down at myself in disgust. I reached for the spaghetti straps of my dress and pulled at them ripping them off. I got up making the dress fall at my feet and my shoeless feet walked towards the bathroom being almost naked with the exception of my bra. I pulled my hairpins and threw them anywhere as I walked.

I finally took off my bra and threw it to my right. I don't know where it landed and, to be honest, I don't care. I slowly open the door for my bathroom. I need to erase his touches, his smell, voice, and anything related to him. But the constant memory of his actions will stay engraved in my memory as every step I took made me wince. And as the most sacred gift for my mate was stolen.

I shook my head and reached my hand out to turn on the hot water in the bath. I turned it up the highest I possibly could until it burned. I got in and steam seemed to come off my skin. But, I wanted it to burn more. I turned on my powers to make it hotter, but when I looked at my hands. The sight surprised me.