Great pretender

Sitting directly beside my fourth brother, I waited for the others to settle. My body Ii still slightly difficult to get under control, but finally, Di'amond gave me a reprieve. 

I wanted to curse him to death but losing one brother and only to lose another now... 

Releasing a small sigh, I relaxed.

Well, I forced myself to relax, but it seems that the fourth brother caught on that I had been a bit uncomfortable. 

So when he spoke up, I tried not to jolt from the sound. 

"Di'ordi are you sure you are OK?" 

He reached out to touch me like they usually would, but he suddenly looked down and away, taking back his hand. 

Somewhere deep inside, I felt both disappointed and frustrated.

Will things return to the past? 

Will I even be able to have my siblings treat me like the littlest again? 

Annoying! 

Really annoying! 

I just want to get away and return to school now!