July 20th - Some Thoughts for Consideration

I avoided Kane and Ishmael avoided me. When it was impossible for me to avoid Kane, I used whatever means I could to distract him, my hands, my mouth, my body.

Even though I wasn't sure what I wanted, seeing how excited he became at my merest touch delighted me. I knew we'd have to talk about things at some point. I knew I'd have to say, 'I'm not ready to be claimed.' I just wanted to delay seeing the look of hurt on Kane and Ishmael's face for as long as possible.

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Pharon ground his teeth until they felt like they would break. The soft sighs and moans coming from Kylara's tent were making him want to hit something.

He didn't know when it had happened but somewhere, in the span of these few months, he'd begun to desire her. The desire wasn't that of a one-night stand either. He wanted her to be his for a while. How long that while was lengthened daily. Watching how confident, strong willed, and smart she was filled him with lustful thoughts.