Want to be famous?

I'm on my bed staring at the name card, Ichiro Satsuya is the name of the guy. I know that I shouldn't bother to think about it since I'm not going to do it anyway, but something deep down, I kind of want it.

I put the name card on the cupboard next to my bed then I roll over to stare blankly at the wall. I close my eyes to try to sleep, but my mind is telling me otherwise, so I'm can't even rest in peace.

I sigh and stare at the ceiling, then decide to look at the name card once again. I don't think I will be able to sleep if I can't decide what am I going to do with this. I look at my phone and squint my eyes for quite a while then grab it and think that I should talk about this with Horii. It's just that I think I need someone to tell me not to do it so I can be at peace.

My phone is dialing and I hope Horii is still awake, but knowing what kind of job she's doing, there's no way that she's sleeping at this hour, or at least not yet.