tough luck Mr handsome

on Friday came so quickly, I couldn't help but think about how my weekend would be, with both my family and the Smith.

  Keffe come to the car now, we are running late'. I hear my aunt say.

Am not surprised, she seems to be the only reason why we are always late ",  my brother Jim said with gritted teeth.

  I went over to the car, I sat at the front passenger sit while my brothers sat at the back..

My brothers were busy with their phone,

It is too quite here, my aunt said.

She reach for the car stereo and switch on the radio,just in time for music vibe,'aunt Mia said,  as the music start playing, it was a song by Shakira_- underneath your clothes

  My aunt is a big fan of Shakira, so we had no other option than listen to it,  I do love Shakira as well but am a nicki minaj fan,my mom like country song like Don William and dolly Parton, while my  brothers are Drake and Eminem fan.

   We got to the school not quite long, I headed to my locker immediately to get my text book, I have geography today.

  I can't believe you won't be coming to my party, " Stella frown

Why, I would love to but I am booked for the weekend,"  Patrick said, walking away.

  Keffe just the girl I am looking for" I heard someone said. I turn to find Eva coming towards me with a smile on her face.

  Keffe what are you doing during lunch? " she asked

  Nothing why do you ask.?  I was wondering if you could help me stamp this on the wall, it is flyer for the school welcome party.

Sure why not, ' I replied, then headed to class

   During lunch I begin my task of stamping the flyers, when I got to Patrick locker I couldn't help but watch him as he spoke to some girl who was flirting With him,

I couldn't help but go to the rest room to sob, 

    Why can't he just noticed me?

Am I that invincible? Do I look so ugly and disgusting?  I ask my self,

Cleaning up before lunch was over I head to class. Manage to go through class and when the final class was over i dash to the road not wanting to see what was going on between Patrick and that flirt.

   Taj was busy with her drama group in the theater, Taj is among the drama group, she wish to become a popular actress.

   Taj am going home" I told her

  OK, why don't you go ahead, I won't be done with rehearsal on time 'she said looking very tired

I Heard home alone, when I got home my aunt was in her room getting ready for our trip.

' Keffe I took the effort in packing your things, all you need to do is go and get ready your mom is coming in thirty minutes time, so be fast" she said

   I ran to my room, took my bath, then flip on my hoodie and black three quarters Jean, black my supra and I pack my hair pony tail.

  My mom came at about forty minutes and we headed to the beach house couple of minutes later after lunch.

   It took us twenty minutes to get to the beach house, it was a huge four bedroom cabin very close to the beach, I would be sharing room with my aunt and Patrick sisters while the boys sleep in Patrick room,

   I immediately went to unpack my clothes only to find out my aunt has packed the wrong person clothes.

   "Aunt Mia were are my cloth because when I opened my box, the cloth I saw are not mine, " I said with a confused face

'  OH never mind, I went shopping so I got you some new clothes, it no big deal ' aunt Mia said with a smile

  "I can't wear those cloth, they are not my kind of cloth" I said

"  Deal with it, ain't you lucky to have your aunt shop for you" Sofia said

" It not like the clothes you have are good, they are weird and out of fashion " Anna said

" You girls are right, come on girls let's go and sun bath" my aunt said

  I can't believe my aunt is taking their side. I went to the room to change into something less uncomfortable among the clothes my aunt pack, I wish I had check my box before we came here

   I wore a blue pencil trouser and white tank top and blue Sanders, then I fall my curl hair down and headed down to see what everyone is up to

    My mom was in the kitchen with Mrs Smith preparing dinner for us while my aunt was out side with Anna and Sofia. I walk pass the guys room, being drawn to the song by" young the giant- cough syrup ", I walk to the door hearing faint lip sync of the song by my brothers and Patrick

  The next I noticed was a door on my face, which lead to me stumbling to the floor.  I heard sniffing and turn to see my brothers laughing and Patrick was at the door just looking at me and not even offering to help me up.

" What is happening here" I heard my aunt say

  She help me up and lead me to the sitting room

  "You need to put ice on that face", my mom said , looking so confused.

Patrick and the boys came to the dining for dinner.. I could not comprehend the anger in me and walked out of them, I heard my mom and aunt calling after me, but I can not face them, it was so embarrassing, I hate this weekend I want to go home, I shouted as I headed to the beach.

   Walking alone and walking side by side with the sea felt so good and I felt so at ease

   Keffe why did you walk out of dinner, that was so unlike you ,what is wrong? Is there something I don't know?  My mom asked walking very fast to catch up with me.

" This is not fair, I can't live like this, my life has not been easy ever since dad died and you rarely come home, I can't live like this mom, I too need to be loved, I also feel pain and deprived too ", I said in tears

    "I understand and am sorry sweetie, I never thought you were feeling this way, you know we love you, please don't feel bad", my mom said also crying too

  My mom rap me in a loving hug and I feel loved again.